Hi!!! WOW It's been foreer but yeah. So as some of you know my b-day is a lil less than 3 weeks away and my mom wants me to do like a dinner thing. So if you're going to be in town and don't hate me, please keep Monday July 21 open (evening). I was thinking Maggiano's but if anyone has any other ideas let me know. I don't know how many people read ( Read more... )

OK so today i slept in and then went for my first experience at the tanning bed. It's only $6 per session and yeah its kinda like lying in a coffin of blinding light. Luckily i was careful and didn't fry myself. I go back wed.....and yes meggy i will die of skin cancer. Yesterday i went shopping and got my prom dress!!! it's so pretty. I got some ( Read more... )

I'd like to start out with today's moment of zen just because my mom and i have been cracking up for a while about it ( Read more... )

So now that i'm back and settled in good ol wv i've decided to make more of an effort to update.Here it goes ( Read more... )

Why the fuck is everyone so unhappy??? Imparticular myself, I mean what the fuck did i do to deserve to feel this bad. I don't really care about anything anymore not school, not my health, the only thing i even close to care about is not living the rest of my life like this. I'm driving myself crazy trying to think of different ways to get happy ( Read more... )

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So I feel more normal now than i have in like forever....must be all the sleep and relaxation. Anyway NCS is trying everything short of actually changing to get me to come back immediately. Hutto called to say missed me at mads and to see if there was anythign he could do, Ms. Baker keeps callign with nothign to say....creepy, and well Mrs. Cutts ( Read more... )

Anyone who read my entry from last night and discovered something they shouldn't have....please don't ever speak of it. I know it's my fault and i was ranting and didn't realize what i was writing but please please if you know what I'm talking about just never mention it to anyone, its too personal, painful etc.

Ok so I know I'm a huge slacker and i don't have the best grades but i think they're ok. So I started my new meds yesterday and the doctor was like " it may take your body a few days to adjust" so I go to swimming even thoguh I WANT TO RUN AWAY. And I was freakign otu for no reason and felt like shit so I asked coach if I could skip the 500 because ( Read more... )

So my cousin calls to get my aunts number adn she's like hey serena what are you up to? I answer that I'm studyign hard for my exams that are quick approaching. She laughs and is like yeah i think i studied for exams when i was in 9th grade....school was really her thing (same for most of my family). So she's like you should come over and watch a ( Read more... )