if i have someone.... then why do i feel so damn alone?

okay guys.... im back with Edgar... but hear me out. Alright... Edy is the one who said that Edgar was cheating on me with Beti, but Edy heard it from Jose. Jose is like that... remember when he told Edgar to go to Evolution b/c i would be there & I didnt go b/c Jose told me that Edgar wasnt going. The whole thing was b/c Jose told us both opposite ( Read more... )

psats sucked cuz i was so unprepared. since i wasnt here to sign up i didnt even know i was gonna take them til this morning at the very last minute. it was alright and everything... i just wish that I was more prepared. they also dont give you nearly enough time. 24 questions in 25 minutes.... thats like a minute a question... but not even that ( Read more... )

me n lindsay went shopping!! it was fun. so mad at kiko, jose, and edgar. never going to talk to them again. well thats all i wanted to say. so much in just two sentences. oh yeah my cell just went dead and i left my charger in oregon. how could i be so stupid.... but i swear i thought i grabbed it. i am going to die without my cell phone.

fun ass party last night. so many people from foster there. i was wearing small skirt cuz i thought i was gonna go dancing later. people better not judge me but if they do well then fuck them. got so so buzzed... maybe slightly slightly drunk. two cups of alize and two beers. yay... it was hella fun. got home at 4 am.

I am in Oregon. YAY. Lets see.... it has been so fun and my little siblings are just too cute. I wish that I could stay here.... but unfortunately I cant... although consideration has taken place. My dad wants me to stay with him and it is all so tempting. You know having a family again. We all went on a bike ride to the store today and it was fun ( Read more... )

kiko has all my kumbia kings cds and they were suppose to bring them to me.... and they called and said they would bring them to me in 20 minutes and then 30 minutes passed and they still werent here... so then i called and they answered and hung up... so i kept calling until it reached the answering machine. they better bring me my cds. if they ( Read more... )

CANT BELIEVE THAT I AM GOING TO SEE MY FAMILY TOMMORROW. I AM SO EXCITED AND RESTLESS. YAY A WEEK BREAK FROM SCHOOL AND WORK.

single again.... he had a hickie on his neck.... claimed Jose "pinched" him and made a fake-hickie there.... oh fuck no.... i may not be that smart with all my decisions latley.... but i would have to be straight out stupid to stay with him after that. Im so dumb... I should have left him yesturday when he called me Beti. Oh well... surprisingly im ( Read more... )

cant believe that he called me another girls name. Beti. who the hell is beti? not me. do i need to post my name on my forehead? what the fuck. but hey he is sorry and it is just his friend...... that makes everything better right?