Friday, november 5 and stuff
I went to the quarry tonight and it was fun. I saw her again and she just lights up my entire life. I know i cant get back with her becasue of the pain she caused me, but i stil love her. i wish i could tell my feelings, but she is over it. So should i, but im not. THats me, the loser who doesent know whn to let go. But it will solve itself i hope
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diego, you got off before you gave me a chance to tell you what i was too shy to say at the quarry so i'm posting it here for EVERYONE to read -puts heart out on the line- me and you will be losers who don't know when to let go together. how can i forget you when its ur memory that haunts me every time ur not actually with me. so no.. i'm not "over it," i'm not.. i can't be. I never meant to hurt you, and reading that i have caused you pain honestly broke my heart because i've always just wished i could take all your pain away and now i know i'm one source of it.. and i'm sorry. maybe in another life we'll find our happy ending.. maybe there's no need to wait that long. i always thought we made each other happy and somewhere along the line that would be enough, but now i see that i cause you pain and i don't ever want to do that. Anyways... i hope you're knee feels better. i'm gonna go paint my dogs nails.
xoaz
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