Today casey told me if i tried to save the lady bug from the pool that he would push me in. stupidly i didnt belive him and just continued trying to save the pretty little ladybug, a splah later i was in the pool and very cold. the pool at the time of the year is not the place to be. specially if it isnt heated ( Read more... )

[ Current Clothes ] capris, green tank top, caseys sweat shirt ( Read more... )

last night was so great. we fell asleep outside looking at the stars. i am one happy girl. things are good and couldnt be better ( Read more... )

Its weird how things happen and one event can change everything. your mood, outlook...everything. Today was the best day i have had in a long time for various reasons. There were two main ones; i got some wonderful news from my family, and the second, was that yet again i spent the whole afternoon with casey ♥ we spent the whole time talking and it ( Read more... )

a smile imprinted on my face ( Read more... )

what is the use of the tears and the anger. it dosent solve anything for me and just makes me cry more when i am angry or when i am crying it makes me more angry for being so stupid ( Read more... )

i am depressed and i am taking it out on people who dont really need to hear it or feel the bitch-i-ness from me. i feel bad and i dont mean it but just everything that normally wouldnt get to me really does now. and i truly mean everything. i am being petty and stupid and i need to grow up. if i am horrible to anyone dont take it to heart i am ( Read more... )

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I tend to hide from conflict. I like to avoid it at all costs, i keep the problem in my mind and just ruminate it over and over again so i dont have to face anything. Don't ask me why, its just how i have always dealt with things and probably the way i will always be. I like peace and i dont like to cause complications in anything. If there is ( Read more... )

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