Music and late Mornings
I feel like I've rollercoastered yesterday for 24h.
010 THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.
001. I hope I can be the daughter we both want me to be ... oneday. Please take care in what you do and decide. I love you, truly.
002. Say, am I breaking our bond with the things I say and do? Do I want too much out of our bond? It's not easy to let go of off you, you wonderful person who knows everything about me and yet I have not the power to keep us both strong. I hope you understand and can gain strenght by yourself in the next year so we'll meet again with better strings.
003. Now that you are here again, I realised how much I've missed you. Thank you for being back again ♥
004. Good luck. I'll wait here with homemade dishes.
005. Do you want me or do you want my body?
006. You are a person full of yourself - I dislike such persons - and I'll let you know that everytime I see you. I'm happy you go to Japan so I can't even do that anymore. So long, Badbye ♥
007. Even if the things you do are bad or totally unhealthy - I'll love you forever, even if it doesn't look like it. Call you later.
008. You are wonderful, please stay that way and please stay by my side.
009. I'm sorry I didn't make it. But still thank you for your time.
010. How are you? What are you doing? I miss you ... you are still dear in my heart. Do never forget.
009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.
001. I'm schleckig. What is schleckig? It's a German, swabian branded term which means that a persons is likely to eat just selected kinds of food and almost never tries something new. also the persons tends to favour unhealty/sweet things over heathy food.
Also I tend to stick with one brand of milk (or one brand in general for one food) in my life.
002. I fear that I'm a shopaholic ...
003. I like my hands. They are soft and tiny, slender and delicate. I also notice that people like to touch them or be touched with them. But caution, I can also slap very hard if I want to.
004. Not everyone of my friends knows that I'm into Lolita tough it's also not a secret. If someone asks me or the topic somes up I mention it. But I'm not talking about it out of the blue. Reason? One: It's something integrated in my life so I consider it something labeled "daily" and do you talk about that you brushed your teeth today 2 times? So you see, Lolita is not a big deal. Two: I was harassed as a kid because I watched Sailor Moon and was open about my liking so I'm a "branded child" and I better keep quiet until someone asks me.
005. Music is what keep me alive sometimes.
007. I love dancing. I always loved it but until I moved I was too shy about it and since I didn't have much confidence it was difficult for me to be free while dancing. Nowadays I am and I feel like I'm truly alive while doing so.
Also dancing with a man is better than having sex with him. Waaaay better.
008. I hate camping. Durrrrr.
009. I feel more comfortable when my room is messy but I love it when it's clean.
008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
001. Give me food.
002. Do something for me when I never asked about it.
Example: In Japanese Text lesson I was sitting beside an acquaintance and I didn't fill out the Kanji (and because I didn't know half of them I had a hard time reading). He was looking at the paper of another girl beside him because she had her notes done (and he forgot his). Then after a while he turned to me and began checking my text. He knew I didn't have my notes so I was wondering, though I asked him before - when he wanted to look at the text, he's free to look at mine.
Then out of the blue he began writing the Hiragana for the proper reading of some Kanji on my paper and commented how this means that and "oh this one is though!" and so on....
He didn't even needed to do this since he was looking at the notes of the other girl.
He did it out of kindness.
I felt how my heart was pounding with happiness and shame at the same time.
003. Sing for me.
004. Hugging, Kissing, Caressing ...
005. Being confident stong and cool ♥
006. Being relaxed, calm and smooth
007. Treating me like a special someone.
008. Give me food.
007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.
001. Why is life so hard?
002. Why is love so annoying?
003. Benny
004. Reasons for actions.
005. "I'm hungry"
006. "I'm too fat"
007. Do I do the right thing?
006 THINGS I DO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP.
001. Washing face with Kanebo products.
002. Brushing teeth.
003. Go to toilet.
004. Turn off the pc.
005. Turn on the tv.
006. Asking myself when I need to get up.
005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001. You,
002. You,
003. You,
004. You,
005. and You.
004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.
001. a dress
002. :D
003. :D
004. :D
003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.
001. songs? well.. I listen to www.frenchkissfm.com all the time almost uh
002. Siriusmo - Simple
003. LAST ALLIANCE - 夢想時代
002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.
001. Go to Melt.
002. Love a child. (Parent love)
001 CONFESSION.
001. I don't like being called cute. I appreciate it but in reality I'd like to have other adjectives too.
I'm amazed of the amount of awesome that real life holds.
I'm so happy I'm alive at the moment! No joke!
As a teen I just hang around the computer and did nothing, now I hang around the computer and rave hahaha ♥
So I just wanted to share some music. Some may have noticed that I'm obssesed with Siriusmo a genius in the electronic musicfield. I guess he defines what I consider electro music. Sadly he doesn't give concerts or djs anywhere so I can only love him in my room.
Here is a good text about him, with lots of mp3s I highly recomend Gummiband, Bootgeklaut (with Dana) and of course the classic and my first love: "Mein neues Fahrrad". You can also download the mp3s if you look closely ;D
Sadly I wanted to download his new EP "The Uninvited Guest" but it seems nowhere to befound. Shame. Every blog which had it, said either they took it down by request or the download link is broken. I'll have a hard time to find that one...
I lost 10€ yesterday night ;_;
around 8 a.m. (today) I started reading my manga over at onemanga...
I won't give my opinion yet. But all manga I read (Bakuman, Naruto, One Piece - ESPECAILLY One Piece, Bleach, Zetman and Ouran Koukou Host Club - OMGWTFYAY!!!!OTP!!!) had great chapters. Ok. I'm still batteling with Naruto though but I don't consider it a bad omen what Kishi did...rather trolling.
Then I went to sleep 9:30 a.m.
010 THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.
001. I hope I can be the daughter we both want me to be ... oneday. Please take care in what you do and decide. I love you, truly.
002. Say, am I breaking our bond with the things I say and do? Do I want too much out of our bond? It's not easy to let go of off you, you wonderful person who knows everything about me and yet I have not the power to keep us both strong. I hope you understand and can gain strenght by yourself in the next year so we'll meet again with better strings.
003. Now that you are here again, I realised how much I've missed you. Thank you for being back again ♥
004. Good luck. I'll wait here with homemade dishes.
005. Do you want me or do you want my body?
006. You are a person full of yourself - I dislike such persons - and I'll let you know that everytime I see you. I'm happy you go to Japan so I can't even do that anymore. So long, Badbye ♥
007. Even if the things you do are bad or totally unhealthy - I'll love you forever, even if it doesn't look like it. Call you later.
008. You are wonderful, please stay that way and please stay by my side.
009. I'm sorry I didn't make it. But still thank you for your time.
010. How are you? What are you doing? I miss you ... you are still dear in my heart. Do never forget.
009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.
001. I'm schleckig. What is schleckig? It's a German, swabian branded term which means that a persons is likely to eat just selected kinds of food and almost never tries something new. also the persons tends to favour unhealty/sweet things over heathy food.
Also I tend to stick with one brand of milk (or one brand in general for one food) in my life.
002. I fear that I'm a shopaholic ...
003. I like my hands. They are soft and tiny, slender and delicate. I also notice that people like to touch them or be touched with them. But caution, I can also slap very hard if I want to.
004. Not everyone of my friends knows that I'm into Lolita tough it's also not a secret. If someone asks me or the topic somes up I mention it. But I'm not talking about it out of the blue. Reason? One: It's something integrated in my life so I consider it something labeled "daily" and do you talk about that you brushed your teeth today 2 times? So you see, Lolita is not a big deal. Two: I was harassed as a kid because I watched Sailor Moon and was open about my liking so I'm a "branded child" and I better keep quiet until someone asks me.
005. Music is what keep me alive sometimes.
007. I love dancing. I always loved it but until I moved I was too shy about it and since I didn't have much confidence it was difficult for me to be free while dancing. Nowadays I am and I feel like I'm truly alive while doing so.
Also dancing with a man is better than having sex with him. Waaaay better.
008. I hate camping. Durrrrr.
009. I feel more comfortable when my room is messy but I love it when it's clean.
008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
001. Give me food.
002. Do something for me when I never asked about it.
Example: In Japanese Text lesson I was sitting beside an acquaintance and I didn't fill out the Kanji (and because I didn't know half of them I had a hard time reading). He was looking at the paper of another girl beside him because she had her notes done (and he forgot his). Then after a while he turned to me and began checking my text. He knew I didn't have my notes so I was wondering, though I asked him before - when he wanted to look at the text, he's free to look at mine.
Then out of the blue he began writing the Hiragana for the proper reading of some Kanji on my paper and commented how this means that and "oh this one is though!" and so on....
He didn't even needed to do this since he was looking at the notes of the other girl.
He did it out of kindness.
I felt how my heart was pounding with happiness and shame at the same time.
003. Sing for me.
004. Hugging, Kissing, Caressing ...
005. Being confident stong and cool ♥
006. Being relaxed, calm and smooth
007. Treating me like a special someone.
008. Give me food.
007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.
001. Why is life so hard?
002. Why is love so annoying?
003. Benny
004. Reasons for actions.
005. "I'm hungry"
006. "I'm too fat"
007. Do I do the right thing?
006 THINGS I DO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP.
001. Washing face with Kanebo products.
002. Brushing teeth.
003. Go to toilet.
004. Turn off the pc.
005. Turn on the tv.
006. Asking myself when I need to get up.
005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001. You,
002. You,
003. You,
004. You,
005. and You.
004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.
001. a dress
002. :D
003. :D
004. :D
003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.
001. songs? well.. I listen to www.frenchkissfm.com all the time almost uh
002. Siriusmo - Simple
003. LAST ALLIANCE - 夢想時代
002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.
001. Go to Melt.
002. Love a child. (Parent love)
001 CONFESSION.
001. I don't like being called cute. I appreciate it but in reality I'd like to have other adjectives too.
I'm amazed of the amount of awesome that real life holds.
I'm so happy I'm alive at the moment! No joke!
As a teen I just hang around the computer and did nothing, now I hang around the computer and rave hahaha ♥
So I just wanted to share some music. Some may have noticed that I'm obssesed with Siriusmo a genius in the electronic musicfield. I guess he defines what I consider electro music. Sadly he doesn't give concerts or djs anywhere so I can only love him in my room.
Here is a good text about him, with lots of mp3s I highly recomend Gummiband, Bootgeklaut (with Dana) and of course the classic and my first love: "Mein neues Fahrrad". You can also download the mp3s if you look closely ;D
Sadly I wanted to download his new EP "The Uninvited Guest" but it seems nowhere to befound. Shame. Every blog which had it, said either they took it down by request or the download link is broken. I'll have a hard time to find that one...
I lost 10€ yesterday night ;_;
around 8 a.m. (today) I started reading my manga over at onemanga...
I won't give my opinion yet. But all manga I read (Bakuman, Naruto, One Piece - ESPECAILLY One Piece, Bleach, Zetman and Ouran Koukou Host Club - OMGWTFYAY!!!!OTP!!!) had great chapters. Ok. I'm still batteling with Naruto though but I don't consider it a bad omen what Kishi did...rather trolling.
Then I went to sleep 9:30 a.m.