man i wish this was true! (this is when you comment and be all like "oh yeah alyssa you are totally awesome and funny and things!)

haha xoxo,
lys

you can seriously tell that it is almost christmas here. it's so cold that i'm surprised its not snowing. i'm going to my dads house on the 23 so it'll be a lot warmer a christmas than the rest of my family. they are going to arkansas ( Read more... )

wow i haven't updated in a long time. i guess i've been too busy to get online lately. anyway, my mother and i had a really big fight and now i'm getting kicked out which means that i'm moving in with my dad this summer. w00t. i'm trying to buy a black '99 mustang in pretty good condition for six thou. i hope that whole thing goes through. i ( Read more... )

i may as well be lame and submit to all the fads going around although i like to consider myself unique...whatever i know i'm not. i'm the norm ( Read more... )

its times like these when i'm so glad to be out of venice ( Read more... )

i have come to the extremely sad conclusion that i'm not going to go see any bands live until i'm eighteen. my parents think the worst of me all the time...but really...what have i done that they actually know about? i mean if they knew that i had smoked pot a few times then i would understand but fo real....they dont. man i would do anything to ( Read more... )

i am one broken-hearted loser right about now if you catch my drift. i hope to never ever have a crush on a boy again...not that i want one on a girl either. i just wish that i was content with being alone. i've been alone for so long that i'm used to it...its just...lonely for lack of a better word ( Read more... )

my mom really upsets me. i've officially been banned from eating food that my mother purchases. in other words she's starving me. i got my permit and she won't let me drive. she won't let me listen to music or watch tv or do anything besides sit on my bed and do homework that i wasn't assigned. why is she doing this you ask? because i got the ( Read more... )

she said the kittens and the mother cat ran away. i think she is the biggest bitch ever. and that shes lying to me. i mean its not like i'm MAKING her give me a kitten or anything so why can't she just tell me that she doesn't feel like bringing it to school or something? whatever i'll never understand people like her who lie for no good reason ( Read more... )

okay so here's how my weekend went down ( Read more... )