The first time you told me you loved me was almost two years ago. We were on the bus home. You said nobody has ever cared about you like I did ( Read more... )

Sex really does ruin everything.

time goes by so quickly. I get home and suddnely its 11 pm. Free time what?

I'm having trouble leaving my bed today. It's so warm

Went to sushi with Zek. Then we went to a bar and ran into two people he knew, including a girl my age. She was really cool and we exchanged numbers. I felt generally disinterested in any sorts of conversation though and made an excuse to go home. I felt like instead of cheering me up, they all made me more depressed. Not depressed...that's not the ( Read more... )

Rather, things may be over ( Read more... )

it's over and I'm crushed.

this is the worst week ever. I fought with the person I heart and nearly lost him. I got a 60 dollar ticket by some dumb po's, school sucks, i got sick, my teacher said he was dissapointed in me, i freaked out at a party and had to leave early, I fell asleep on my friends knee at 930 pm friday, I cried all weekend, I had to go to bklyn because of a ( Read more... )

i am absolutely falling apart.

I miss my boobycat