"My people are the misfits ( Read more... )

And now I find myself facing the inevitability of death. I guess because barely anyone reads this, I feel okay writing about this. My dad recently had open heart surgery, and a bypass. I guess I wouldn't let myself get scared about it. And suddenly the reality of it all is hitting me. My parents will eventually die. The thought terrifies me. I can' ( Read more... )

Blessed Father ( Read more... )

...I feel so alone.

Well, everyone seems to be writing something. So I guess I'll write. And I guess I'll just be honest ( Read more... )

1. I am going through painting withdrawal ( Read more... )

I'll stand
with arms wide and heart abandoned
in awe
of the one who gave it all
so I'll stand
my soul, Lord to you surrendered
all I am is Yours

Disclaimer: this LJ post constitutes many separate days of thought, jotting, and overall trying to figure out what the heck is going on. I apologize in advance if I hurt anyone of offend anyone... that is not my intention at all... it really isn't. If I don't get this out, I will probably explode ( Read more... )

I suppose it is time for a Livejournal entry update thing. And I know you're thinking "Oh God, she's all emoooo ( Read more... )

I would give anything to go back to the days where there was no hurt and no doubt and no sad feelings ( Read more... )