talked to you today, and you seemed pretty upset that I dont believe you

at first you had me hooked, until I cought you in your own lie.

now you yell at me and tell me to stop playing games with your head,

but it's you who is playing games, with your own damn head!!!

talked to him about it, and some friends.

they backed him up, you fuckin liar!! ( Read more... )

i tried to be nice, but then i thought twice..

do i really need to be, wait reality check...

do i really WANT to be nice to a bitch like this.

all these lies just keep building up, your story isn't

even straight anymore. I give up.

you try to steal him from me,

but you know it's gettin no where.

just give up, call it a day, move it out of your ( Read more... )

another day and you're still gone, no longer here so I can hold you in your sleep

i hold that bear that you got me ya know, or our child as you would say...

mom know about what's going on in december, dont think i should tell dad

and about that ring your mom wants to get, dont let her.

I miss that smile upon that sweet face of yours, and the way ( Read more... )

So, things have been going ok lately. Ricky comes home on the 14th, but it sucks tought because he has to be at Camp Pendelton on the 23rd and I graduate on the 26th. He wont be here for my graduation, a big even in my life. but I understand, it's not his fault.

So things at my new job are going great. I really like it, but I dont think the ( Read more... )

Well, seeing as I havent up dated in FOREVER I guess I have to tell everything...

( very LONG story... )

ok, im back! So yeah back to his family that just found out that I went to Cali. to go see Ricky. Well, Rick doesn't even like his family because his dad was abusive and so was his mom, poor kid! Well, they dont like me very much because they think that Im trying to steel him away from them, when he doens't even want to be with them in the first ( Read more... )

ok, so I talked to Ricky last night and he told me that he might not be able to make it to my Prom but he is going to talk to his CO about leaving SC. I dont think that he will let him. He told me that they have to check in every night I guess to stay out of trouble. I miss him so much ( Read more... )

so, I am back from Cali. Camp Penelton and I had so much fun!!! I got to see my baby and it was great. We went shopping, went bowling, and played some pool. (note to self: never have sex in a field ( Read more... )

So, Im waiting for my shuttle to get here and I am so nervous!! I hope that everything goes well at the airport, I know that once I find my terminal then I will be fine, but until then I just need to stay cool.

Im kinda nervous to see Ricky too, because I havent seen him in forever!! Im so excited though too, make sense?? I miss him so much...

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OK, wow! Im actually going to Cali. in 6 Days! Im so excited, not like im counting down or anything... lol. =)

Well, I havent heard from Rick today, and he said that he would call. But he doesnt usualy call till around 2330 my time. I just cant wait to talk to him again! I miss him so much.

Im not really sure on what to write, except that ( Read more... )