Oh, I'm so sorry. I do understand, from what you'd told me about his wife, why he wouldn't want to get into anything. I'm just sorry that you're the one he figures that out with. It seems cruel, because I know you really care for him and for Deacon (however one spells it).
But, that said, being a friend is so important. He probably needs a good friend right now. And maybe later, when he's more comfortable, it can be something else.
eh, i'm used to it. I really am. I'm always the pesron that someone realizes that htey "might' be ready to get involved with at some time, but then they walk away from even the friendship and meet mrs. right. I guess I should sell my services and my like Hooch or something.
I really do like him... and i love deacan to death, and I know he's been through hell. I've not been through heaven myself and this just compounds that fact all the more. I get to deal with this one everyday, but i"ll gladly do it because he is my friend and I do care for him.
The only thing that bothered me enough to make me hurt a lot was that he tried to push me off on warrick again.
I don't want his brother I want him. If i wanted his brother I'd never have gotten as attached to him. I feel like a tool. and my mouth hurts.
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But, that said, being a friend is so important. He probably needs a good friend right now. And maybe later, when he's more comfortable, it can be something else.
Hope you're doing okay. *love*
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I really do like him... and i love deacan to death, and I know he's been through hell. I've not been through heaven myself and this just compounds that fact all the more. I get to deal with this one everyday, but i"ll gladly do it because he is my friend and I do care for him.
The only thing that bothered me enough to make me hurt a lot was that he tried to push me off on warrick again.
I don't want his brother I want him. If i wanted his brother I'd never have gotten as attached to him. I feel like a tool. and my mouth hurts.
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