WHO LOVES THE NEW BACKGROUND?!?! OMG!! I FUCKING LOVE IT!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!

I love my Jackie!!! ;  )

Ok, so whenever I'm bored I like to change my journal a  little.  And I love it.  And for those of you who don't know, I'm the moron with chocolate all over my face and that's my tight girl Jackie, and fucking EILEEN VERNETTI in the background!!! I ( Read more... )

Tonight was a very good night.  It was "me" night.  School was stupid and hot as usual.  And I went to the picture sale afterschool.  Then came home started on my routine for tryouts.  Ha... except I don't have a routine, actually what I am doing is just spinning to my song and just going in front of the staff and doing whatever. I find that I spin ( Read more... )

Oh man... it's soooo nice outside! Ah! I looooove summer weather like this!

But, theres always a down side to the good.. I have to work today. Yea... Fuck.

Hm.. I had another epiphany today. I think I'm ready to move on.  I'm so sick of all the same thoughts just on my mind 24/7. AHHHH!!! I'm going to go insane!!! So, I've decided to let them all ( Read more... )

SATs were this morning. I hope I did good because I never want to take that stupid test again.  Oh my God... I hated it... I couldn't concentrate towards the end I was thinking so hard and I was really really hungry.  And I was in Triton... I was surroundedby just... blah... I'm never taking that test again...

So to add to my frustration of testing ( Read more... )

I feel as though keeping hope is a bad thing.

Eh... I wish I knew someone that could tell me exactly what is going on.

Things are a little complicated at the moment. I have so many things going on in school it's ridiculous.

I got picked for some video for Volunteers of America, where I get to go to Philly next Wed. and make some tape with three of the Phillies players.  Abreu, Rollins, and Wolf. Should be fun! :  )  And I'm a team captain! Whatever that means...

I ( Read more... )

So, I had an epiphany the other day...

Eileen and Helen made me realize something. That I've been holding back alot of things, and that really, what it comes down to, I'm just scared. More like petrified, and if I don't act now and take chances, what I want may never come again, and I'm pretty much going to regret it in the long run.

They also ( Read more... )

Eh.. it's been a rough weekend ( Read more... )

It's been the fucking craziest weekend of my life.

Oh man. Prom was AMAZING!!! It was the best dance I think I have ever been to! No, it was definitely the best dance I have ever been to! I didnt stop once.  And if I did, it was like 2 seconds and then it was right back to dancing again.  Oh man...sooooo gooood!!!

So, after prom it was off to Eric ( Read more... )

TOMORROWS PROM!!!! :  )

Yay!! Haha.. It's been a good but stressful week! And proms tomorrow!! Yay!!

Ok... time to go to practice! Lata!!

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