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Angry Late-night Rambling :) ... beware
1)Know that things don't always go your way. People truly need to realize that.
2)Little snide comments that you may think are funny, but are really rude or hurtful will get you nowhere with me. There is a difference between joking around and just being an asshole.
3)Understand that when you seem annoyed, I can see it. Just approach me, its better for everyone :)
4) Don't think I will judge you. Its more important to be honest than anything else. You will get a lot more respect from me if you are honest.
5)Don't say I have "changed." No shit! I have been through a lot, I am not using that as an excuse, but I mean what do you expect? Do you expect me to be all peachy with life, let everything slide off of me. Yes I am more impatient, yes I am truly angry from time to time, but its something people will have to deal with, if you don't want to deal with it, just don't be around me for a while.
These are not directed towards ANYONE. Each of these are simply spurts of angry rubbish that truly have no hidden meaning. Don't worry about me though, I am FINE, I am happy, and I just like to let out a little steam once in a while :) From time to time I get messages from friends who read this journal and are concerned, but don't worry :)
On a brighter more cheerful note, my sister is back! Yay! I finally have her back to ramble on and on to when I need someone to listen. It is true though, you don't realize how much you miss someone until they are gone. Thank God my sister came back safe and sound though she had some scary stories. Life is interesting really, I mean one moment you can be so severely upset, thinking about things that have happened, missing people more than words can say, and the next you see that familiar face, that recognizable comfort, and a lot of that emotional weight gets lifted off of you... your soul seems to feel the tiniest bit lighter and happier. There are only a group of people in my life who can give me that feeling, and I am so grateful for them. Some family, some friends, a certain special person, each so very important in their own way.
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