ya know what scares me? i cant be mad at him. no matter how mad i am when he's not here, i cant stay mad at him when i see or talk to him. it drives me absolutely crazy! i dont know what to think sometimes, he just has that effect on me i guess. i mean, what if he does something that i really need to be mad at him for? i will just see him and fall ( Read more... )

well, today started out great. i talked to my favorite person in the whole world last night and we agreed that he would come see me today. so this morning, i wake up, excited at the thought that i was going to see him today. all day i was anxious about seeing his face and just being close to him. so after school, i came home and waited for a phone ( Read more... )

i love when someone reads my journal and then tells my boyfriend im a bitch.... it's great ( Read more... )

so now it's time for me to tell you about the rest of my weekend. after i came home and got a lecture about the dirty pictures mom found (me kim and fatty) the three of us (mom, mitch and me) went out to dinner to red lobster. it was sooo good, i love seafood. i also had fun hanging out with my mom and brother, i dont get to do that too much though ( Read more... )

wow has my weekend been confusing so far. first, kim and i were sopposed to have dinner at fatima's house. we were tired, so first we went home and took a nap, then fatima calls us and tells us that her dad forgot to pay the electric bill (we all know forgetful ol' papa husseiny). we went over anyways and they took us out to eat. we ate at Wally's ( Read more... )

hey there peoples. well, today absolutely sucked! i woke up really late in the day, and did absolutely nothing ALL DAY LONG! i hate those days... i felt like i was the most useless person in the world today. i sat around my house and ate... those are the worst days. i felt like i was a lazy bum all day. and then i realized why i was acting this way ( Read more... )

hey there! well, let me tell you about my day. yesterday i got up on my own at around 11 and went to pick my cousin up. we went to the mall and target. i got some really hot shoes, a sweater from roxy, a shirt from dillards, and something special for TMAC. i had lots of fun hanging out with ellen, we dont hang out enough... it kinda sucks that she ( Read more... )

well, another great day comes to an end. went to school today and had alot of fun, dont know why, but i just had a fun today (friday does that to ya). after school, had to take Paul to the hospital for a doctors appt. i didnt want to wait alone, so kimmy came with me. i know kim was bored to death and i apologized, but i dont think it helped. i ( Read more... )

wow! this is my first entry... i think this is going to be the beginning of a beautiful relationship between my 'LJ' and i. can you tell? uh huh. well, im over at kim's right now, getting ready to have a sleep over on a SCHOOL NIGHT!! uh oh!! we're gonna get crazy ( Read more... )