When you stand there and your not quite sure what is missing... And then you get a cold chill down your spine... Makes you wonder if you forgot something... Or if you ever even had it.

I am but a pawn in this game. I live for one reason and it is to finish the game and be done. I am nothing if im not everything.

My great grandma Constance Marie died on 2-26-05. She deserved her title she was GREAT. My mom named me after her Marie for her Middle name. She is missed.

Ethan rocks!!!??!?!?!

I hate life everything about life. I am torn and confused ashamed and saddened. I am absolutely sickened by my actions. I am horrified at the turns and ends I have met. My great grandma died. And im not entirely sure I know how I feel about that. But all I can think of is where is that calendar she gave me. She gave me this yarn and something else ( Read more... )

So. I would like to find out who I am. What I aspire to be. Everything about me. I would love to know what my dreams and hopes are. I would love to know what I am like. What my interests are. But alas I am simply empty. Void of all thoughts and hope. I am nothing but everything. I am simply just what everyone else is. Either a burger flipping ( Read more... )

I am most definately moving. Soon. My brother moved out so now my mom and dad have decided to give me a curfew. So I am moving. They never could control jon they would tell him and he wouldn't listen but me I owe them so much money they are holding it over my head and they will threaten to throw me out. So I am watching finding nemo. It is an ( Read more... )

So my great grandma might die. I don't know how I feel about this. I don't know if I am sad or what. My mom named me after her... My mom was really the only one she like out of all of my grandfathers children. So she liked us the best out of the great's but she didn't even really like my brother and me.

I think im self centered. I think I am one of the rudest people ive ever met. I don't really think I mind though. I rather like how I act toward complete strangers. Its the same around people ive met but complete strangers its more fun. I mean the chances of seeing that person again and remembering them is slim. The statistic is that you averagly ( Read more... )

I was thinking on this subject. Humans are inharintly evil. I know it might just as well be good but. But lets suppose they are evil. You can fight the evilin you, your whole life and overcome it. Or you can give into it and be a sniveling little bastard the rest of your sad little existance. I think that in your mind the first thing that comes ( Read more... )

Im Naked.