ok just a quick little announcement: my computer and everything affiliated with it is crap and doesnt know how to accomplish the things it was programed to do ( Read more... )

wow i love how you can be in the worst of moods and feel like being shit would be an upgrade, and then you sit your ass down on the couch and watch some awesome movies and all of a sudden the world is good. yeah so i just watched two of my favourite movies of all time. first donnie darko cause hannah rented it to watch with jordan, but then they ( Read more... )

ok river city rebels are playing with evil hair, ducky boys, lost city angels and bloodshot hooligans at the empress on february 7. [its a saturday]. some people say tickets are 10 bucks and some say its 12. im not really sure which. im definately going but it would be really cool if i wasnt the only one. talk to me or something, IM me, i ( Read more... )

thank the non existing god that midterms are over. precal was more or less as i assumed it would be. i knew some stuff, and not enough of other stuff. very frustrating. anyway, since ive failed the driving test so many times i guess the school tried to compensate by giving me a free road hour or something. weird asses. anyway after my test i ( Read more... )

only one midterm left, sweet. only not at all because its the only test thats capable of inducing nightmares. oh how i love honours pre calculus. yeah i didnt understand this shit the first time around, so its not looking too good for tomorrow. GODDAMMIT SONG STOP SKIPPING YOURE NOT EVEN ON A CD ( Read more... )

i'm fine. so if im fine, and everyone knows im fine, why do i just break down in the middle of nowhere? i dont even feel it coming. just all of a sudden, everything is bad. i want to leave, i really do. it feels like i dont have anything left for me here anymore. i honestly think that if i left tomorrow, no one would miss me or think about me ( Read more... )

gahhhhhh i dont like being sick. i really didn't want to miss school today because i knew i would again tomorrow. so far i know i've gotta make up: 2 tests, 2 gym classes, and then whatever homework. not to mention midterms start next week. im definately not ready for that ( Read more... )

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The truth comes to me: What I want, always wanted, and always will, is to become rich enough not to have complicated feelings. Feelings are fine. Some, like pride, nerves-as in facing a bet or a new woman-triumph, simple loss, fear, even love in its basic form, for mother or son, that is all fine. But there are other feelings, dark, disordered ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIRA!!!!!

damn i havent actually seen you since last school year. although i do have to say there was a conversation brought up about you at my school the other day...
so how does it feel to be talked about by people who dont even know you? heh