Hey all..I dunno if anybody remembers me, but I left LJ for quite a while..a year. If you haven't deleted me from your friends list, drop me a line sometime, cuz now I'm back =D Looking forward to commenting!

well, the past week has been AWFUL..here's an overview
my mom not wanting me in the house
she kicked me out of our bedroom
i learned i fried my engine on my car
going to cost $900 (i just spent $2,000 to get it fixed a month ago)
i've only gotten to see Rico for 1 hour
that, on top of feeling thoroughly unwanted..i miss my best friend.

you know..i dont think i can get married. i love rico, but 6 months apart..i couldnt do it. i know i couldnt. im going to miss him, but what can you do? and ashley..i cant give her up. i've lasted 8 months, only 4 more and i get to see her again..we get to live together :) i wish i could see her. i miss her so much. i cant wait to get out of this ( Read more... )

wow..i just walked in the room to find my mom talking on the phone, touching herself and moaning..GREEEAT..i fucking hate this house.

i love tom, my early bird manager. he is great. he's got my back :) i got in a bit of a tiff with an m.i.t. (manager in training) last night (just got off work) and she sat in the office for an HOUR complaining to patty about me. BUT, everybody is on my side. w00t! here's to defying authority! the little guys always win :D

my bad dreams have now escalated to me murdering people. last night i killed 2 people, me and some of my "friends". (strangers, but we were friends in my dream) and i've drown a baby before in a past dream. i think i need therapy. maybe im going crazy. im fucking losing my mind. i just wish i could get a good night's sleep. i havent in forever.. ( Read more... )

( my rant for today.. )

Rico visited me last night before work! yaaaay! (i havent seen him in two weeks) he was here 1 minute before we gave in and stripped all our clothes off. EVERYBODY has GOT to try this sex postion. i read it off my poster "Periodic Table Of Sex Positions" it has 58 on there :) but here it is: the girl lays down and raises her knees up to her breasts ( Read more... )

btw..i cut my hair =D it looks COMPLETELY AWESOME! im so happy. and i also discovered..i actually like wearing thongs. yay! opened up a WHOLE NEW WORLD (aladdin, haha) for me. w00t! i have to work tonight..SOON..10 pm..which sucks.

long story short..

rico left back to his home town = a very sad me :(
so im offically single again
i quit my job becuz i was desperate
then shyla got it back for me (i majorly owe her one)
and one last thing..
girls got all the sex appeal. the cost of that was periods :/ gay.