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[chickiecc]

Blah. I have serious emo pains right now. I dunno why. I miss Myri..like a lot. And even though she told me not to, I still feel shitty for some stuff that happened while she was here a few weeks ago. *shrugs* It fucking sucks that i'm realizing how much she really means to me NOW, instead of when she was here. I feel like just breaking down into

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[myridork]

Hmmm..Im not really sure how to react about the stalker dude or whatever? *Shrugs* I guess I should apologize for saying I...wanted to kill him? Yeah, that. Actually, im not really sure if im sorry cause he was trying to take you away from me? Yes, that. And..No, k. Eh..I knew it was bound to happen, I was just waiting for you to say it. Ew emo-pains just rushed me, wow im emo haha. Ok anyways.. It makes me kinda sad that you feel like you arent beautiful and special. Cause um you are, thnx. I say it all the time, but you never believe me and you are beautiful ok.

I feel so fucking alone I wanna scream..I wanna cry..I wanna die..I wanna just make it all go away. yep..Thats how I feel right now. Im staring at 4 empty walls, really, but im trying to amuse myself and its working so far

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[chickiecc]

*sighs and leans chin on hand* How am I ever gunna survive till July without you?

[myridork]

I dont really know how im gonna survive till July either.. :-/

I love you..

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[chickiecc]

*sigh*

I adore you.

[xinda]

dont' feel like that!! :( She'll be back... this week might feel a bit long right now, but it will get better... it has to get better... she'll be back before you know it... :( I'm so sorry that you feel this way, and i wish there was something for me to do to make you smile... something I could promise and pull through with... somethin-- anything... (hugs tightly)

I'm glad to hear that you're knowing how much you love her-- it's always there... sometimes moments like this help you realize it even more-- you've alwyas known... and always will...

and about the guy... it's no worries... you are beautiful and special... and if a guy tells you this-- fine... it may be good that you don't hang out with him too much-- or at all (?) b/c that'll only be teasing him... u know... i donno... i just... wish i could help ou O.o;;

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[chickiecc]

*Hugs* thanx, heh..

*Nods* Yea..

I don't know him irl, just online..so it's not like i'm leading him on or whatever *shrugs*

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[xinda]

I know i know... i know You're not doing anything-- hn. Guys have a way of acting like you are when you're not-- but yes-- does feel good when guys say that to you... the specialness and all...

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[chickiecc]

Guys suck. Blah.

[stefferz]

;[ chay, don't be sad, that makes me sad. i know you'll get through this, and when myri gets back, you'll have a great time together ;]

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[chickiecc]

Blah..I know. Just blah.

[raabhimself]

<33333

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[chickiecc]

Gah, I wish it was March 21st too..i'm proly gunna hug you and never let go..heh.

I know what you mean. I'm most happy sitting here on my ass talking online or Rping. I'm just looking forward to seeing the boys again cause they're my one little peice of happiness in such a fucked up time of my life. Gah.

You make sence heh..sleep well *hug*

[renick]

:( life sux

that song is one of my favorites

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[chickiecc]

Yep.

Ditto.