Ok so I have to talk about this. Yesterday was a great day and got even better in lab. Here goes ( Read more... )

anyway...im having a hard time typing what i feel right now because its hard for me to explain. im scared to go to 7th period to have to face her. its things ive wanted to say for so long and havent because i dont want to hurt her feelings. i know shes going to think i hate her but i dont. its just that all my life ive tried to get away from people ( Read more... )

I hate when things like this happen. I don’t know if I accidently said it or not…I didn’t mean it. I seriosuly miss her she always made me laugh and was a good person to talk to. now shes angry and I never get to talk to her. Please give me sarahs number if you have it ( Read more... )

well a few days ago i get home and ryan sent me his cd. i was expecting some little rinky dink cd. not because of who he is but because i didnt know what to expect. it was so nice. it looked like a real cd with the cover and everything. anyway he is likw way whoa hot on the cover and it sounds incredible. he wrote all the words and all the music to ( Read more... )

ok so les mis was incredible. as usual so much has happened since i last updated. still going to ttu. which is thrilling. i have my audition on march 15th. my birthday is this friday and my grandma is coming down which i am totally happy about. she is so great i love her to death. anyway... im sad les mis is over. it was so much fun working with ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO TENNESSEE TEMPLE UNIVERSITY!!!! ill be leaving the day after graduation and im not looking back

I GOT ACCEPTED TO TENNESSEE TEMPLE UNIVERSITY!!!!!!! im leaving the day after graduation and not looking back

josh payne is so great. em thinks we will hook up. he keeps telling chris hes in to me...which is great because hes a good lookin college boy and is going to be like the hottest guy at prom :-) but bad ebcause i didnt want someone new when i went to college now im not sure what i want and im a little confused. but hey..at least i have someone ( Read more... )

woo all this college stuff is alot of work. but worth it :-)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST GUY EVER--JOSHUALY <3!!!

things are better im not lonely :-) and i have a great date for prom. (not as great as joshualy...but he has the same name :-)
love you all xoxo
jax

i watched kate and leopold today i hate being lonely. not in the sense that i dont have friends because i do and you all are great. i try to fill whatever it is inside me that makes me feel this way with worthless acts of stupidity with people i dont care for in any romantic way and it always makes me feel worse. i am so lonely. i dont want to be ( Read more... )