holy crap. 
I AM SO WIRED RIGHT NOW.

i am feeling so overwhelmed by my classes and stupid cause i don't know what i'm talking about.  we accidently discovered a neat way to tattoo yourself at lunch (write in pencil on the cement picnic tables and set your arm on it), and so mark had a picasso penis on his arm.

there are only 2 things out of the ( Read more... )

Breaking the darkness waking the grapevine
One inch of love is one inch of shadow
Love is the shadow that ripen's the wine
Set the controls for the heart of the sun

school starts in 10 hours.  nervousness doesn't begin to explain my qualms about this year.  thanks to jordan for his advice, the simple truth.

i went last minute school shopping with ( Read more... )

-name: christine ann brooks
-single or taken: single
-sex: female
-birthday: 7/8/87 (according to the chinese calender thing, i am a rabbit and my opposite is the cock haha)
-siblings: craig (32), scott (26)
-hair color: brown
-eye color: brown
-shoe size: 8 1/2 (i have big feet, sorry)
-height: 5'6"

. r . e . l . a . t . i . o . n . s . h . i . p ( Read more... )

wow the summer is over...unbelievable?  i really think i've grown ( Read more... )

i got second at my horse show today. renee won, brittany got 3rd and i don't know the girl who got 4th. good stuff ( Read more... )

i have to laugh at myself about last night...but i really can't stand being alone right now, i don't need the time to think.  it felt like if someone wasn't holding on to me, i might slip away.  thanks for holding on guys, i love you.  i went out to dinner with jason and his friend zach, which was way fun cause we just cracked jokes the whole time ( Read more... )

everything you say is a play on words and i'm bored

i woke up at 6:30.  talked to courtney about my weird dream---"safety first kids" (????) and then took my mom to work and stopped to see jason at DQ on my way home.  went to mitch's and ate breakfast.  it was weird and nice at the same time.  i was making fun of him for taking such little bites ( Read more... )

oh wow.  today was sooo the perfect day.  exactly what i needed to get my head straight.  i feel almost back to normal.  and sooo at peace right now.  sooo grood.

hmm highlights of today recapped?  I THINK SO!!

The High Times of the Thrilling Three:

1. being honked at by *30* semi trucks (haha we soo accomplished our goal number...nevermind those 5 ( Read more... )

like i said in my last post....i really want to get back to the days of "I'M SO EXCITED!!" when i was soo happy over the littlest things like those stupid mushrooms. things haven't been going that way lately. i'm feeling bogged down. and i really think part of it has to do with ttown...most of the people there are really cool people....i just ( Read more... )

i'm so excited!!

that's the trouble with me lately...i'm not stupid and carefree anymore.  i feel trapped.  trapped in this wave of insecurity and weakness.  but it will pass, these stupid waves always do.

i have this urge to write.  not lame lj posts like i do soooo often, but actually write something...i've got a few things i'd like to write, ( Read more... )