DONT BE SO FUCKING NOSEY PEOPLE BEGINNING WITH P!!!

Well what can i say today ( Read more... )

well after a bit of an awkard start to yesterday i picked up my mood when i saw mark :) he just brings a smile to my face and i love it. We ust stayed at mine, going on the computer and showing him our baby :) and then listening to music, and then watching his amazing DVD Funland. He also bought me up a little present, which was a free gift to him ( Read more... )

its me again.

Im fed up

Im drinking Vodka to get rid of my worries and all this pain!!!!!!!!!

Why is it only 11pm!!!!!!

Well 3 months have gone past with my baby and its great, but 1 thing stands in the way of my happyiness...... my depression. I was fine until last night i cant really remember mcuh, i remember having a bad headache then mark being a bit off with me coz i feel asleep. He told me why and i just felt awful. I feel like im the worst person in the world ( Read more... )

i thought id tell you all about my pain! phil used to be nice when we were first going out, until the first time he hit me and cheated on me. Some of the things that the boy put me through was hell! I was broke as he always wanted to borrow money off me, and always wanted to go up in his room and watch dvds and have sex and it was meaningless. i ( Read more... )

well the last few days ive felt a bit low and depressed. I think out of everyone, mark is the only one who actually noticed. Not that is bad, maybe i am good at hiding my depression. Yesterday started off a bit bad, and then it picked up, we went on ps2 and went to see pirates of the carribbean. Oh my god, i loved that film. There is some jumpy ( Read more... )

well ive woken up this morning and i feel ever so lonely. :( had a werid night coz willow slept in my bed with me, but i think i kept kicking her off. So she kept moving about and waking me up, and wanted petting. But i tell you what, i got a clean elbow. lol she sat there and licked it for a few hours. Well my my mum has gone till tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

Well its that time again when i have to get up early and go to work. Now whoever thought people had to be up early for work was dumb. Why cant the world start at nine and end about 10, so then people can sleep and not have a worry about getting up early for work?  Well i guess its my own fault ( Read more... )

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