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[chicksrus]

I don't know if TPTB could have thought of anything else to put on my plate today, because everything happened! Major remodel going on (hello, beer and wine), P&G tested us (and we failed with flying colors), hole count (could have been better OMG), promo reset (Valentine's Day is only 39 days away - and isn't it just fucking depressing to put this

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[firelily]

Valentine's Day is only 29 days away - and isn't it just fucking depressing to put this shit up when you just had you're heart broken?

:( Oh no...I'm sorry hon. I didn't know anything was going on.

[chicksrus]

OMG I just realize how much my grammar sucked in this post. I apologize.

Not much to say, actually. I made a post a couple of days ago, sort of touching onto the subject. I was in a bad place there for a few weeks, but I'm better now. I'm really getting to the point where I don't think of her every minute of every day.

[firelily]

I totally neglected my friends list during the holidays so I missed your post. I'm sorry you're in a funk lately for all of your reasons...I'm feeling very similar so when I went back and read your post I definitely empathized with you. For me I don't know if it has to do with the weather and the winter and all that, but I'm feeling a lot of the same things you are...only you have the added pain of someone hurting your heart, and that sucks. :( I wish it could have worked out for you, and I for one can't believe that she could treat you that badly, because you're such a great person. If I lived near you, I'd want to be around you all the damn time, because you're so funny and kind and wild and crazy and awesome. And she sucks for not seeing that. I hope you meet someone who knows how great you are.

The only thing I can think of is that we need to do something new. Not sure what yet, but just something! Let's take some more chances in 2009!

[chicksrus]

Thanks, hon, for the kind words. Today, I finally got the closure I wanted when she told me not to contact her again. I've been asking for a "fuck off" or a "lets do this." And I finally got it. And I know it's not because she thinks I suck or something like that. She's got some serious issues. And I feel for her and I worry about her, but she told me to fuck off and that's what I'm gonna do.

Something new needs to happen. I'm definitely ready for taking chances this year, making some changes. Bring it on, 2009!!