I feel like i'm going to have a heart attack. I just had what is quite possibly the biggest panic attack I've ever experienced ( Read more... )

I was going to make another long whiney emo post just now but I thought to myself; what the hell is the point? I nearly fucked up real bad this morning. REAL BAD. I suppose I should be happy that it could have been much much worse.

I'm going to stop before I whine any more.

I know you don't care about me
I'm sure when all is said and done
and I go home feeling lonely
You will have had your fun
do you even remember?

I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
and now I'm sure
and now I'm sure
I could've been anybody else

- Something Corporate

I just woke up from the first dream I've remembered in a long while ( Read more... )

endless, ceaseless thoughts spiral from self control
dreams of romance lost and better days
days when not everything was so significant
when nothing mattered
empty but content
now these scars run deep through fragile flesh
will you make them bleed?

I'm really excited. Cristel, her friend Zack, Dave, and I are all going to be starting Tae Kwon Do ( Read more... )

My Cousin tells it better.

My grandmother was the fabric that held our family together and kept us so tight. She still is. As cousins we are like brothers and sisters. That will be her legacy.

By far, waking up next to someone you care for...best way ever to start a morning.

I've decided to take this to friends only. It just hit me im putting up some sorta sensitive information and well, you can't ever be too careful.

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