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the up and up yet the down and down
Life for all intent and reason should be good right now. I have lost about 20 lbs since I had the horrible experience at the doctors where they weighed me... I'm at 202 right now so a bit more then 20 dropped... I would like to at least get down to 180. I finally got a haircut and I must say I'm one sexy bitch with short short hair. Yet lately I ( Read more... ) -
Failure? no, there are no failures... only a lack of success
My latest foray into painting became... Lacking... Very very lacking. In the morning when I looked at what I had already deemed unworthy, looking with fresh eyes I wonder what the hell was going on. Colors are horrid, implementation is to ridged and mathematical. I didn't do my layering in the proper order. It was awful, beyond awful ( Read more... ) -
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Something wrong. I don't know what but I can feel that something terrible has happened
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Energy
Current events and my diet of caffeen and nicoteen are either getting to me or are clearing the path of creatin. Imageie, more then enough! Perhaps next weeks vacation will be productive after all... Must tell phil to buy me some good medium. The shot crime michels sucks and is over priced
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Just because I have a penix dosent mean I'm gonna come over and @#$^ you
I swear. Just because I'm male dose not mean I'm gonna drop everything to come running to satisfy somebodies itch. Granted I am single, I do have the same urges as every other guy, but for the love of whatever deity you prefer... I'm not a sex robot ( Read more... ) -
I'm getting sick I think
I feel rundown lately. My stomach is in nots but I'm not nausches. I can't seem to sleep yet I'm tired as hell. More or less I just feel hollow if thatmakes any form of sense. No sneezing or sore throat. It's deffently a oddity at best. I might just break down and see the doctor.
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Not my problems
I have to remind myself that I'm not the defender of everything. If people make there own fucked up bad decisions its not my place to stop them, no matter how much it hurts. -
changes
Full disclosure while good in theory does tend to backfire... remarked previous post to friends or private.... I'll use more discretion in the future. -
Wagon train again
Soberig up again for a while, my liver is in shambles from the four day weekend.
Odd how easy it is for me to drop the bottle and so difficult for others.
Perhaps why most times I can be the voice of reason in a den of addicts and why I end up being the drug counselor in all my relatinships.
I do think I'll chalk that up to positve. Guess I'm a ( Read more... )