Wow... What else can be said?
anonymous
April 8 2002, 23:29:04 UTC
Think you summed it up for the majority of us... It is sad to throw away what we all knew and loved... But I question as to what I ever had to begin with, maybe I never had anything to love, maybe it was all an illusion I created for myself, maybe I'm trying to forget so I will no longer hurt? The only thing that will reveal anything is time, even I don't know what to feel anymore, so I'm trusting not in cronological time, but acquired experience in life, to fix things. I just hope this whole occurance dosen't turn me colder and more bitter towards others. Though trusting and confiding in people seems to always lash back at me, I still feel a need to do it... Though it gets harder each time I do, and I fear that eventually, it won't happen anymore... Part of me did die this weekend, though I wonder if it really is dead, because I can still feel the pain. Only living brings pain... Time merely makes us forget it.
This is just something for all of you who are involved and might be reading this. From a completely objective point of view, not being involved (whatsoever) I just want to try and throw some hope to you all. I've see this happen before, and it has happened to myself, I've been on the giving and recieving end, everyone makes mistakes, good people make mistakes and some people make more than others. But ethier way you look at it, mistakes can hurt the ones you love very badly, and if you love each other, it will hurt more. People grow, and people change, and people learn, and if you truely feel the need to seperate now, do it, but don't let your heart be forever burdoned to someone you once loved, for mistakes. This is to everyone. Though, you might not be able to forget, you should always forgive, and if you can't right now, at least be open to the idea of forgiving in the future. I hope this comment doesn't offend anyone.
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