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DuRaNgOcHrIs84: r we still not friends?
Einherjar1395: I dunno, you wanna call me childish again? You wanna blame me for being inexperienced? You wanna throw insults after I've been tossed around with a mess of stress? ... yes to any of those, and I guarantee we are not friends.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: evan u do act childish.. i didnt blame u for being inexperienced.. and i wasnt trying to throw insults u upset me
Einherjar1395: ...
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: im trying to be the bigger person here
Einherjar1395: you just called me childish again... how is that being bigger?
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: no i didntcall u childish
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: u ACT childish on occasion
Einherjar1395: DuRaNgOcHrIs84: evan u do act childish..
Einherjar1395: oh, whatever
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i didnt say evan ur being childish
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i dont see how u can deny that i wouldnt i act childish too
Einherjar1395: I don't think I can deal with this right now, Chris... if you had just said no, I wouldn't've gotten attached... I didn't like you until I got the impression you were interested. And I feel so immensely stupid now, although I still don't see how I misread anything; it looked pretty black and white.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ok well i saw this coming u can call or IM me sometime if u decide u wanna befriends who arent gonna date
Einherjar1395: ... that's it? You're just gonna push me aside until I'm ready? Ugh, whatever, I'll call you when pigs fly.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: huh?
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: hwo am i pushing u aside u just fucking said u cant deal with this
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i was trying to let u have ur moment..ur time to think it over or whatever
Einherjar1395: I don't want time... I can't deal with this right now, but... ugh, I can't deal with thinking about this... why couldn't you just say no!? I was bawling tears last night, Chris... it's not that I like you, it's that I feel so fucking stupid... yet again... and that no matter what I do, I meet guys who aren't nice, or aren't interested, or send me the wrong messages, or use me for sex... I've never had anything good come along for me, and this just added on to it, and GRAGH, what with Publix, and school, and friends being assholes...
Einherjar1395: I just can't deal with it all! >.<
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ok evan im sorry u feel that way i really dont know how to respond so i guess its best we not even be friends
Einherjar1395: I don't want that
Einherjar1395: ... although it does hurt that you keep saying that
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: well what the fuck do u want me to do evan
Einherjar1395: I don't know! >.<
Einherjar1395: I just don't know... ; ;
Einherjar1395: ... I guess I want you to explain to me how I'm childish.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ugh
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: u just are u get so worked up and seemingly stupid petty things and to me thats childish..
Einherjar1395: stupid petty things?
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: well things thats SEEM stupid and petty to me
Einherjar1395: like what?
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: like the diaper u went on and on and on about
Einherjar1395: ...
Einherjar1395: it was shit on my car, Chris... shit from friends who were leaving in a matter of days. It wasn't even the diaper, it was the fact they enjoy ridiculing me... I was angry that my friends obviously aren't friends; that Matt really wanted to destroy what little chance of friendship remaining had.
Einherjar1395: ... oh, and he did that again last night... after you and I fought, I guess you or Aryn or someone spoke to him or something, 'cause all he did was mock me and throw insults... and basically made me cry yet again
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: why dont u say it to him then ?
Einherjar1395: say what to him? That I fucking hate him and he needs to die?
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ya know not to piss u off more but for someone so upset about what others do to u u never say anything to them just talk to ur other friends about how u dislike them
Einherjar1395: ... you don't think I told him to stop?
Einherjar1395: You don't think I verbalize when it hurts? NO ONE FUCKING CARES WHEN I DO! Hell, apparently you don't even think I do... that's how meaningless it is to you all
Einherjar1395: ...and it's funny that you would be the one lecturing me on saying what you really want.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ur getting upset just calm down
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ok evan i didnt flat out say "evan i dont fucking want u ur not my type"
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ur right i didnt say that
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: cuz that wouldve been mean like it was just now when i said it
Einherjar1395: you could've said "Evan, I just want to be friends"
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: I TRIED T MAKE THAT CLEAR
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i said it how many times? i told patrick 1 time and 1 time only and he has never even brought up the subject since
Einherjar1395: ... he asked you out directly... you never said "I am not interested that way"... hell, you took out your penis... you said you would kiss me... you lied in my bed with me alone... what the hell, it's not the same as with Patrick and you know it... AND HOW DARE YOU COMPARE ME TO HIM... HOW DARE YOU SAY HE'S BETTER THAN ME
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i didnt say he is better than u this isnt a popularity contest
Einherjar1395: DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i said it how many times? i told patrick 1 time and 1 time only and he has never even brought up the subject since
Einherjar1395: ... you know what you're implying. Don't play stupid
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: im not playing stupid
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: what doesn me laying in ur bed have to do with anything?
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: U BEGGED TO SEE MY COCK I TOLD U IT DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING! I TOLD U I LIKED SHOWING OFF MY COCK
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: evan b4 u left for college i thought u were great a lil bitchy at time but for the most part a good guy so i wouldve kissed u not like made out with u but whats a peck gonna hurt? so now that i said i would its all u talk about to use against me so fucking forget i said it
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: i dont have the time energy or patience to do this
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: build a bridge and get the fuck over it
Einherjar1395: Chris, you're dealing with an individual who has never been in a real relationship... who has only been used for sex... obviously I'm fucking retarded and don't get messages clearly at all... and I don't remember hearing any of that
Einherjar1395: oh fuck you, I hope you die alone in a sewer... with AIDS.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: ok ya knwo what evan dont ever talk to me again thats a horrible thing to say to someone so dont ever call im text me
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: we r through there will be no oh im sorrys or whatever have a good life goodbye
Einherjar1395: that was the point of it... that's the level to which you have driven my rage. Screw you, go to hell, all that crap. Have fun as a drive-through teller... it's all you'll amount to.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: yea well a drive thru teller that gets laid so fuck off
Einherjar1395: precisely why I threw in the AIDS part... have fun. Adios.
DuRaNgOcHrIs84: evan noone will ever want a bitter fag ever so until ur grow up and realise that u r gonna be a sad pathetic bookworm
DuRaNgOcHrIs84 signed off at 7:26:44 PM.