I’m pissed. Absolutley ripped. Now, let me explain why ( Read more... )

It's been so unbearably long since I posted. I have been crossing my fingers for dear life.... hoping cafe-lain will go back online. I feel like I'm going to blow up. I have all of this...stuff... bottled up. And I'm going nuts. I really think I am. I'm not sure what I'd rather do right now... tear my hair out or pull my teeth out. Either ( Read more... )

I stole this from Li, who stole it from ruffledhair...

Do parts of movies count? Probably not, but I'll make note of it...

Anything bold is a movie I have seen.

( Yay for Movies... )

I am NOT Chikachikazilla!

*sigh* I really hate being confused.... So many different feelings towards different people. How am I supposed to know who I hate, who I love, who's just a friend.... I don't know anymore...

I don't know about anyone else, but I haven't been feeling so great lately. Maybe I'm just wearing myself down. I had thirteen hours of rehearsal every day this past Thursday, Friday, and the first half of the day Saturday. (Then two three and a half hour concerts.) I didn't get to bed until midnight-ish, and then I had to be up by 7 and in ( Read more... )

I've been so out of it lately... there's been so much going on....

All-State just took up the last four days of my life... and it rocked...

And I'll have to say more about it later...

What does this mean to you?

Estranged

Why does your impassable, impossible autumn
of memory push me always
to the requistioned inaccesible?

Why must my hands always
pump your latent blood
in deference to my memories

of your happy, swinging,
loving of me like always;
as if

to love one another
was the most natural
thing in the world?

WARNING: This may seem random at first, but please give me a moment to connect my thoughts ( Read more... )

Wai... cafe-lain isn't working again.... ;_;