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Apr 18, 2005 17:23

I am such a hipocritical asshole.



Jill, i feel your pain, and once i shared your beliefs.

But over the years ive learned to live by a cliche that goes a little something like this:
Its better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

I
agree jill, love is painful. love can tear you to pieces, love can
destroy you, love can rip you in half. Love is pretty painful. But
thats just the way it is. You cant limit love. love is unstoppable.
Forget about food, and water, and oxygen, Love is what we live on, what
we live for. without love, we'd be blob. Love is the root of all
feelings. Happiness, anger, sadness, fear, love controls it all. Dont
stop loving, jill. i want you to be who u are, not a blob. dont be a
blob, i love u too much for that.

the word "love" is
meaningless, this is true. "love" is a way to put a tag on something
thats not really describable, not really definable. But that doesnt
mean that it the concept of love is meaningless. A blind, deaf, mute
woman could fall in love just as well as any of us. because those
things dont matter. Love matters.

Personally, i couldnt live
without love. i live it. i breath it. if not i probably would've killed
myself if not for love. thats why i hug so much. Not because its nice,
or because im a ladies man, but because i want to love and feel loved
by everyone i love and by everyone who loves me. People need to have
contact with loved ones on a daily basis. thats just the way i see it.

I
too, am a constant shifter when it comes to love. You see jill, we are
a special type of people. We over-love. Sometimes to much love can
break us down. thats what has happened to you. but dont worry, ive been
through this, you can fix yourself. Heres my advice:

whatever it
is that makes you feel this way, pass by it. Move on. Life is too short
to be sad, too long for agony. Dont dwell, it will only make things
worse. Sadness isnt fun. live life having fun. happiness is fun. ill
never stop being happy, because life would suck without.

I hope this helped heal your wounds.

i love u jill

I said all of that on August 17, 2004. And at the time i meant every word. Now i realize i was bullshitting. I was giving advice without experience. Nothing is that easy.
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