so part of me is terrified of this storm but the other part of me wants to sit in my driveway and watch nature do its thing. I am fascinated by the storms that hurricanes produce. the rain, winds, flooding. I feel surrounded by extreme amounts of power and beauty. I love the sounds a storm produces. I dont think I would ever be as happy in another ( Read more... )

i have a date tonight ( Read more... )

i love my girls and i am pretty fond of my mista :0) ...very good night

so when it comes down to it...to a certain extent I dont really care what people think. If I say something about you behind close doors there is a good chance i will eventually say it to your face or if it is brought up I will not try to deny it by any means and I will admit when I am in the wrong as well. People talk about other people when they ( Read more... )

i really need to stop checking lj and fb at home bc then i have nothing to do while I am at definitions :0(
SOOOOOOOOO BORED
i hate mon, wed doubles especially when I get schedualed with someone lame

so today at work i start busting out laughing bc of what either nat or jess (cant remember which one) said at my house the other night popped into my head. I was talking about how my life was always out my control and now I have some control and I may not have a great family but I got awesome friends and she says something along the line of ( Read more... )

so us girls sat around with some pints (of ice cream that is) and watched a sappy movie (PS I LOVE YOU). I experienced so many emotions during this movie ( Read more... )

dont you just love those days where everything thing seems completely shitty but at the end of the day everything falls into place and you cant stop smiling and good outweighs the bad...today is one of those days for me :0 ( Read more... )

so I made Jed a memory book. It used to be a big hobby of mine and I think I am going to get back into it. When I was done with his I kind of wanted to keep it for myself lol. I also need to make some photo albums from my ireland trip and so forth. Today was a really awesome day. I didnt drink or take anything...just kept really busy. My anxiety ( Read more... )

well i was correct on my assumption of over emotionalness and started my period today. Glad to know I wasnt going crazy. With the encouragement of someone I have decided to just let things happen. I dont want things to be confusing and stressful already. All I know is I like him ...when we are alone he makes me smile and is really inciteful about ( Read more... )