Hm... well i felt like writing in here, even though i dont have much to say. i think im just going to put in random jokes that i find amusing myself so i hope that you will find them as lively as i do ( Read more... )

yes it has been a while since i have updated my journal. i dont have much to say anyways so i think ill just say what is on my mind and what i have done over the past 6 days. hmm ( Read more... )

I know this may be a little gay, but I want all of you to see what I write. Some of it is old and some of it is new, but don't judge ( Read more... )

This whole weekend has seriously been a big joke. Well, I admit that I did have some fun, but most of the weekend was crap. The only times that I had fun were honestly when Candace and I bought condoms for Jillians present for her party, and the time that I hit Heather in the eye with M&M's... twice... in the same eye. Other than that, this weekend ( Read more... )

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Is it really that bad to lose at ten fingers so fast? I was out in no time and it sucks. Realizing how many bad things you have done that other people haven't isn't the best thing in the world. Candace and I were basically the only ones with 1 finger left. Kody had one finger left but he stayed in a little long than us ( Read more... )

Alright. Emotions are the craziest things ever. When you think you feel one way, emotions turn around, slap you in the face, and tell you that you don't feel that way anymore. I have just been thinking about what I want lately. I think that I officially know what I truely want. I want to be at peace. I want to be able to be comfortable with myself ( Read more... )

dexter21MF: whats your entry about in lj ( Read more... )

For the past few days I have been trying to get my head together. There are so many things that can go wrong with the choices that I can possibly make. I don't want anything to to be bad. Nothing in life is perfect I know this, but why can't things just work for once the way you want them to. I know that I have been bitching a lot lately because I ( Read more... )

theres no words to deescrbe what i am feeling now. i feel like im ontop of the world due to someone special, but i also feel like crap for hurting someone else ( Read more... )