Feels like blue balls

[child_of_the80s]

Some people cry because they want attention. Others cry because it's a neurological reflex to expel tears at or over certain things. I cry because it's a release. I just realized that (and to what extent I need that release) because I have not been able to cry since I started on my new anxiety medication, Klonopin (or also known as Clonazepam),

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[trisharox]

I just thoguht I would pop in and see how things are going with Kris. Hopefully the two of you got some stuff worked out and have figured out what you want in the future. (I know that you wrote about not wanting to think about it, I was just concerned about you.)

On a much happier note, those photos that you took were amazing! Great job!

<3 Trisha.

[child_of_the80s]

Aw thanks...you're such a sweet girl! :) We've talked a lot, a LOT of compromises have been made. It turns out a vast majority of our problems had to do with our dogs (one of them has a habit of peeing in the garage and it was just driving him mad). But we decided to compromise and put them out most of the day and since we've done that and there have been no "accidents," we are getting along far better (Kris is in a much better mood overall day-to-day) and thus, the wedding is still on!

I guess half of it was just cold feet and the other half of it was him taking his anger at the dog out on me. (And the anger is quite understandable seeing as no one feels comfortable living in filth. So yeah, I've made a few sacrifices.) Anyway...thanks for checking in on me/being concerned. You're so damn sweet! Your comment really put a smile on my face. Thanks for letting me know someone cares. =D

yea!!

[trisharox]

You are really welcome! I was just thinking that you hadn't really updated about what was going on, and I was curious as to how things were going for you. I am glad that I made you smile!

That is absolutely fantastic that you two have decided to go forward with the wedding! Talking is a powerful thing. And when you can make compromises and get past the bad days, it is all worth it. I hope that his feet stay nice and warm now and that you both have a beautiful wedding!

Re: yea!!

[child_of_the80s]

Yeah, I hadn't updated because for starters, I didn't think anyone was interested. And for seconds, I really don't write about personal stuff in here when it's bad--not because I don't want anyone reading it, but mainly because I don't like thinking about it when things are bad, you know? When things are good, though, I have no reservations and I will ramble away. :)

Thanks so much for yet another smile brought to my face. I hope you have a fantastic day! :D