I dont know how to take that.katamari_jasonAugust 14 2005, 05:15:56 UTC
I originally read it as "I'm too fucked up for repair, there's nothing you can do to help me so don't waste your time because I'll laugh at you."
But then I thought hmmm, maybe shes actually being sincere. Maybe she'd like for me to try to help her. And if that's the case, I would like to try. The only problem is that you never want to go deep enough with your feelings in telling me what's really going on in your mind. I wish you would though, sometimes I envision you being trapped in this little box, and then imagining how you could be breaking through it and flying around at full speed, as if you were seeing everything for the first time.
You should drop by my house sometime so we can talk. The only thing I ask is that you be open with me. I won't judge you, look down upon you, laugh at you, or anything of the sort, but I would like to help, and I think I would be able to.
Oh wait, were you telling me to fuck off? The world may never know...
Re: I dont know how to take that.child_of_wonderAugust 14 2005, 06:03:32 UTC
yeah i was being sincere. thats why i dont like how u cant really say stuff online. maybe someday i will atek u up on that. but its so hard to ever even know whats going on myslef, so how could i ever explain. maybe when i ;earn how. but 1/2 of its b/c i know answers i don't want to hear. silly things like that. I'm just ebing stubborn.
I'm confident that you're not on any permanent state of anything, even though you probably feel as if you are. Once you learn how to see things differently, you're not half as bad as you had previously thought.
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But then I thought hmmm, maybe shes actually being sincere. Maybe she'd like for me to try to help her. And if that's the case, I would like to try. The only problem is that you never want to go deep enough with your feelings in telling me what's really going on in your mind. I wish you would though, sometimes I envision you being trapped in this little box, and then imagining how you could be breaking through it and flying around at full speed, as if you were seeing everything for the first time.
You should drop by my house sometime so we can talk. The only thing I ask is that you be open with me. I won't judge you, look down upon you, laugh at you, or anything of the sort, but I would like to help, and I think I would be able to.
Oh wait, were you telling me to fuck off? The world may never know...
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