"I'm not uncomfortable feeling weird..."

[child_of_zion]

Ok. so. This is the first day in a week that I actually got up before it was dark outside. (as often as I do it, I never get used to waking up at nighttime). Anywho, the bastards at work scheduled a meeting in the ass-crack of the early light (8:30am) so naturally I stayed up all night, because I usually go to bed at that time anyway. I noticed a

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[hyojoon]

Yes, same here. I don't like the feeling of people disliking me, but with the whole "gay" situation at school, some people talked around about it, and I stopped talking to them. I used to hang out and talk with all the Korean kids in school, now I just walk past them.. funny how much we change and still have so much more room for changing.

I hate work too man.. but I work at a crappy gift store downtown, with a crazy manager. But at least my co-workers are fun to talk to. Half the day there is no one in the store, so the three of us just sit there and talk and eat (hahaha).

Jesus, you need to get laid. Hahahaha, what's up with that?

[child_of_zion]

Yes, stop talking to the korean kids.. please.. it's time to diversify your portfolio..

All the cool co-workers at my job left. Now, I'm just stuck with a bunch of retards.

Yes... what IS up with that? I guess I'm still working out my past relationship issues.

I'm almost finally past calling her voicemail at night just to hear her voice.. *sigh*

[hyojoon]

I despise Korean kids now, and Korean people in general. I think it's just cause most people I know are Korean, and I dislike most of the people I know.. hmm.. Yes I need to diversify. But first I need to learn how to get to talk to people more, I have a small group of people I actually talk with.

Geez, youre such a girl.. lol.

[child_of_zion]

It's not really getting to me. I can take care of myself *wink wink*.

I thought Torque looked unbearable too! but it was the only thing playing at citywalk at the time we got there so we decided to brave it and we had a good time. I wouldn't buy it on DVD or anything but it was extremely over the top (understatement), full of corny cliches, and corny lines so it ended up making fun of itself which made it appealing

Yes, I'm going to start looking for another job. A bookstore sounds pretty good actually.

[realitydreamer]

I survived 28 months without sex....I'd NOT recommend that for anyone.

I can relate to the "need to be hated" thing...I get like that every now and then.

[child_of_zion]

28 months?! what, did you pleasure yourself like 10 times a day?! lol

[realitydreamer]

close to, I guess.

It wasn't fun.

[child_of_zion]

Why so long? getting over a past relationship or something? thats what my problem is. I havent really been interested in anyone at all.

[justplainjunkie]

I can definately relate. The first two years of high school was basically me wanting to fit in with the popular crowd...junior and senior year I didn't give a fuck and spoke my mind. Needless to say, people really didn't like me, and I loved it that way. I didn't feel any pressure at all. A year without sex...wow...until October, I went 18 years without sex...it's probably been about two to three weeks...and that was drunk sex...hmmm...

I also relate to the staying up until the ungodly hours...I went for four days with only ten hours of sleep. Night time and early morning TV have become my friends...I actually watch Full House and The Fairly Odd Parents...

[child_of_zion]

Jeez, I wish I was like that in high school. I didn't start 'not giving a fuck' until I was 20.

mmmm... drunk sex.. lol

late night TV is good.. I watch Adult Swim on the cartoon network until 5am then I watch fox & friends on fox news then I listen to howard stern on the radio..

[justplainjunkie]

I LOVE adult swim...it's weird knowing that I've watched it from the start...because that means I've watched the same episodes of Futurama and Family Guy about twenty million times!

mmmm... drunk sex.. lol
Dude! Drunk sex sucks! You can't remember it, let alone the person's name (oops!). All I've had is drunk sex...I could definately go for some sober sex

Idea: Hop a plane to Madison and drop on by! ;)
ha, ha, ha...ahh...that's funny stuff...

p.s...could you give me some guy advice on the Eric crap...I've asked a couple people, and they don't know what the hell to tell me. I'm lost!

[child_of_zion]

I love Family Guy.. but Aqua Teen Hunger Force and Sealab 2021 are the money!

Dude! drunk sex rocks, not when you're "blackout" drunk of course, but when you have a good buzz going and you both just wanna fuck... good stuff. Don't get me wrong, sober sex is good too.

Madison?! as in Madison, Wisconsin?! WTF? why would I ever go there? I don't even like cheese... LOL j/k

and yeah, I'll look it over on your journal and I'll leave a comment. =)

[marysabel]

i've gone through the work thing along with the sex part. its life. and people tend to dislike things they don't understand or are different than what they're used to so your attitude towards it is great.

[child_of_zion]

when you are just being yourself you're bound to find people who don't like you and when you're as straightforward and rebellious as I am you would probably find a little more than usual.

btw.. you need to post some pics of yourself in your LJ girl..