Screw Xanga... what needs to be said needs to get out!
So of course, there is someone that I like and I'm not going to use names for privacy's sake. Like usual, I don't have the balls to say anything about it to her. I mean it isn't that I don't think she likes me in that way that is holiding me back. It is just the simple fact that I can't really say anything about it. This is really horrible I can't figure out what to do with myself anymore. I know that if anyone manages to read this then I've probably talked to you about it before, and if I haven't talked to you about it before I have probably been meaning to, so don't be offended. Anyway this isn't me asking for advice or anything really, unless you feel obligated to give it. I just needed somewhere to vent about it, instead of droning on and on to whoever is unfortunate enough to listen to me.
Next point. I received the care package from the First Pres. youth group. I just would like to point out that even though I was part of putting them together and I know they are sent to a bunch of kids, they still are really nice to get. As a matter of fact I have had a pretty crappy day today and it made my day better when I got it.
16 days!!!
You know what, I wish that I could take a break from everything that is going on right now, I have too much work and I can't concentrate on getting it done because I am too busy dwelling on how overwhelming it is. I also feel bad writing this because I know reading sad entries is no good for anyone, especially those that care about me. I mean sure there are good things that go on in my life, I just never seem to write them down in here. Not to sound demanding or anything but I would really like it if you are concerned about me, just call it will make my day so much better and also you'll probably get to hear about the happier points in my life.
Final point. I am sick of the things that I have done in the past. I made mistakes and I learned from them, from this point foward I plan on not making those mistakes again... well except the relationship ones thoes are bound to happen.
Tomorrow is a better day, tomorrow is always on the horizon. No matter what has happened today there is always a better day of tomorrow to look foward to.
Next point. I received the care package from the First Pres. youth group. I just would like to point out that even though I was part of putting them together and I know they are sent to a bunch of kids, they still are really nice to get. As a matter of fact I have had a pretty crappy day today and it made my day better when I got it.
16 days!!!
You know what, I wish that I could take a break from everything that is going on right now, I have too much work and I can't concentrate on getting it done because I am too busy dwelling on how overwhelming it is. I also feel bad writing this because I know reading sad entries is no good for anyone, especially those that care about me. I mean sure there are good things that go on in my life, I just never seem to write them down in here. Not to sound demanding or anything but I would really like it if you are concerned about me, just call it will make my day so much better and also you'll probably get to hear about the happier points in my life.
Final point. I am sick of the things that I have done in the past. I made mistakes and I learned from them, from this point foward I plan on not making those mistakes again... well except the relationship ones thoes are bound to happen.
Tomorrow is a better day, tomorrow is always on the horizon. No matter what has happened today there is always a better day of tomorrow to look foward to.