last night was the most perfect, happiest brother bonding i could ever imagined ( Read more... )

Well i decided to start drinking. well at least try and see ( Read more... )

i had a pretty bad night. the dream i had was really disturbing in a way that made me hate myself just a little bit more ( Read more... )

Class was really surprising, In the Greatest Way! first of all my friend Durel(sp) is in the class with me. Second the teacher is really lenient. the only paper we have is a 15 page report that we have to get done in a 10! person group! Too easy ( Read more... )

For the last couple of days i have watched the greatest films in the world, (to me). They are the ones that mean the most to me and found a special place in my cold little nugget of a heart ( Read more... )

i love the beach. im so glad i live on the cost. i love going to the pier. i love getting glass stabbed throw my feet with tar mixed in with my blood. Guod Damn that hurt ( Read more... )

Well yesterday went pretty Good ( Read more... )

Last friday i got my first Birthday present. it was from my friend Craig. i hated him for it ( Read more... )

well im not doing any thing special any more for monday.

But ill be at the ventura pier fishing. i havent done that in a long time.

well let me just say the BBQ has been canceled. the reason is my fuck'en sister and her boyfriend have convinced my mother that im not responsible enough, cant/shouldn't be trusted and above all "i don't deserve one". wow pretty fucked up ( Read more... )