why I always want the happy ending

[childofscott]

I'm upset right now. I don't know if I've ever been quite in this state while writing online. Perhaps this can be credited to my recent submission the art which lesser people designate classical music. It is my personal opinion that all classical music cds should include this: WARNING: may conjur up emotion previously beyond verbal description and

Comments

[amiii]

aww, hi.
i like this.
you know, that part in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, i wanted to cry. and i looked at her at hated her for saying that line. i hated her for the line, for the fact that i knew it was a line and she was simply using it, acting it like any good actor does... and i hated her for it. for it's vulnerability is much more than a line. and it hit. it hit deeper than a line. and so i hated the fact that something so easy and superficial as a line could hit so, so deeply.
i felt emotional manipulated.
betrayed, somehow.
eww.
just that line. those moments.

anyway, i like this post.
i know how you feel.

sometimes i like knowing everyone feels the same, at some various level or degree. it makes us all friends.
i like that.

[crowchild]

once again, i agree with what both of you wrote. it's crazy you two. seriously. you always (almost always anyways) manage to come up with some crazy concept or pinpoint a particular emotional struggle that I've definitely thought about...only you manage to put it into words that describe so well what i felt or thought or experienced.

i hate that peter leaves wendy too!! what the heck is that about? how can someone write a story like that? i mean the tragic part of me craves to write something so horrible and unfinished, but in reality, it would drive me crazy to write a bad/sad ending like that. i'd have to write it and then have someone else publish it without me realizing it, just to keep me from destroying or changing it. wow. that's a lot of "it"s.

[childofscott]

I never understood Peter Pan.

It's funny, in the movie the moment where Wendy kissed Peter...it was (man I feel dirty) incredibly romantic. I just wanted to shout out 'YES' because I could see that PP was soo happy (he flew and made a kaboom...if that doesnt symbolize happiness, then I dont know what does) But yea...

I really do want to see happy endings. They bring me up eh. And like I said, I feel like I have yet to experience what I want to vicariously live out in film and writing like PP. Im not sure if that made sense, but I think you understand me anyways.

We need to chill again soon.

I promise I wont lose my keys....