Yes, yes..... yes. I changed my background to the incredibly sexy Mr. Sean Bean.... [droooooools]. Very fortunately when I am angry I just pop in a movie and see this man and hear that wonderful british accent of him i suddenly feel better... thank you ( Read more... )

Grad party came and went...not alot of people showed, but then ones who did show me that they are true friends...thank you to all that came

on another note...dan doesn't know if our relationship is love or lust...

Life's a fucking cunt

And I'm nothing more than a line in your book
And I'm nothing more than a line in your
And I'm nothing more than a line in
And I'm nothing more than a line
And I'm nothing more than a
And I'm nothing more than
And I'm nothing more
And I'm nothing

I think im dying from the strong desire to rip my heart from chest so I don't feel anymore pain

Just remember the first in forgetting is destroying all the evidence ( Read more... )

So me and dan have been done for a few days now and I wanted this choice but im not really happy. Dan keeps telling me to give it time but giving it time just seems to hurt more. I don't know. But something that is really hurting me is the fact that dan doesn't seem at all affected by it. In fact he seems happy and that just makes me think that he ( Read more... )

I think I know the answer to why I've been so tense for the past few days. I'm fucking STRESSED to the point where I'm about to scream my lungs out or just fucking break down and cry. The whole thing with prom, and graduating and passing math, doing good on my finals, getting everything set for college and finding another job is just wearing me ( Read more... )

So me and dan have been done for almost a week now. And it sucks so bad. I still love him with all my heart. I've liked him for almost 4 damn years now. It's going to take me a while to get over no doubt. But i've been trying to write and everything i do is about corruption, lies, betrayal and death. I guess losing one you love just fuels it even

so here's what happened ( Read more... )

i did something i shouldn't have done..
but else could i do?
He left me...
Why should my heart be the only part of my body to feel pain?