Ehhh thing's have been going so so lately... nothing bad happening... nothing good... not happy.... not really sad, just kinda blank.... Got two F's on my progress report, so i'm grounded till i get them grades up... i dont mind being grounded so much.. i have time to make some real food, practice guitar, do up them airbrush skills, and study. I ( Read more... )

so heather picked me up yesterday and then we went to her house.... and little did i know that she had a suprise birthday for me!!!! it was the bestest birthday everr.... pretty much all my friends showed up, and the ones that didnt gave me kudo's so it was all good... heather made some coconut chicken and some pistachio cake (it was good as mug) ( Read more... )

Mondays's the birthday.... heather's taking me out today... i have no idea what she's got planned but it should be ubberly awsome even if it is 18 birthday spankings

ANYONE WANNA HANG OUT OVER BREAK?.... EVERYONES GOING AWAY...

the phrase "this is the end" has come out of my mouth many times... but after a few weeks or months i find a new beginning always starts

so aquire the fire was this weekend.....it seemed to do the opposite of what i thought it'd do... it made me see all the stuff in me that's bad and rather than trying to change it i now hate myself even more 1) my follower personality 2)i'm a fake 3)my heart is rock hard to preacher's..... then i got home last night and was screamed at by my family ( Read more... )

i'd do anything for my love... the reason i love it is it's my love... no body else has it... i've spent a lot of time wattering it with the love i posses... i try to take the best care of it and give it the best of everything, i try to protect it from harsh words and melencholy that comes with it's life and i soppose everythings life, but still ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day... after school i skated to heather's house and back home... it was pretty nice cause it gave me a lot of time to think, sort things out, and plan ahead. it was such a nice day out, not to hot, not to cold, not very windy, no clouds, i kinda felt sorry for people indoors or in there cars... things have been lookin up

so yesterday was taste of chaos, thank you so much heather!,,, first we had a brandon ginzel CD assembly line in the car, then we got to the concert, seen:funeral for a friend, deftones, street drum corps, heather found this pretty outside area... we stood out there and looked at the lake a few times, went crowd surfing during thrice and landed on ( Read more... )

so my counceling dates are being cancelled for spring because i have to start going to coart and seeing lawer's again, my birthday's going to be spent at the lawers getting my will finalized and at the bank getting an account set up.... i'm sick of family fued's