so my mom sucks. i am really upset. obviously if she needs to tell me something in confidence. about me. that someone else said. it isnt' going to be something that I want to hear.
ugh. what an idiot.
fill me in, am I the kind of person that smothers things?
so umm. i really want to go home. so I can do my normal night time routine. and not feel icky. well I am not really going to update. because no one reads the important stuff because those posts are always long.
bluh I am getting better at keeping my composure. almost slipped but not going to.
so I suck at life. face it thats how its gotta be I need to stop freaking out though. it is ruining everything and hurting him alot. I don't want to be sad, because everything is so great. I am not going to be sad anymore. I am done with this update. love emma