I can't sleep.haven't been able to for the past couple nightz.I'm sitting downstairs,trying not to make noise.Ben called.He was kind of in a bad/tired mood.And some things he said didn't make me to happy.arg...I'm so tired but I can't sleep.at the moment I know i'm going into my "don't care" phase, when I kinda close everything up for a couple dayz ( Read more... )

ladeeda! *emme dances/prances around gleefully* I am having a good day but I figure first I'll tell you what happened yesterday.Ben and I hung out and it was a lot of fun.we watched almost famous, that is such a good movie. one of my favorites for sure.and we played scrabble for a little bit but finally just settled in and watched the movie.It was ( Read more... )

so, it is now sunday I haven't typed sense...wed?thursday? I don't know. latest developments:Ben and I talked about the whole him leaving church thing, thatz good. Then friday I went home with him and we hung out until Steph came over and then I had a magical pantz party with steph!I not have the pantz in my possession for 20 whole dayz!!!ok only ( Read more... )

ok. today was a good day but I don't want to write/talk abourt that I want to talk about tonight. Well,after school I went with David and Lindsey to Lindseys house and we played dance dance revolution.lol, so much fun and David at one point like starting backing up to me and it was so funny. Anywayz, and after we went to church and it was cool. Ben ( Read more... )

today was an icky day. Starting off with I noticed I didn't get a phone call from Ben last night. that has got to be one of the worst feelings in the world. your so excited to talk to someone and then you wake up to realize not only you have to get up and go to school but also that they didn't call you.but I'm not mad at him like I usually am. I'm ( Read more... )

today.today I felt distant, distracted, and an outcast of sourtz. I feel like I mean nothing to anyone. :P I just absolutely am getting sick of all my classes.ASL2 is actually more like ASL1 and it is so completly stupid. We do the same thingz day after day after day. i learn nothing new.chem. is soo frustrating and boring.and math is just horrible ( Read more... )

I want coffee.I just got home from church. didn't see my b/f which is highly unusual but no biggie.Todays sermon was about "high water and Hot flame"It basically was about God alwayz, being with us, through high water and hot flame, we shall not be consumed.It was pretty cool.Mom's at a meeting at my old church now. The church that I "officially" ( Read more... )

yay!first day in my new journal.Gotta love journalz, that is when you have time to fill them out. Not like I have any new friendz yet either but I shall give it time.Anywayz, today on my schedule, work 1:30-7, 5&1/2 hrs, not bad. way better then an 8 hr.shift. then Benz picking me up at 7 and were going back to my house so I can get ready & then to ( Read more... )