meh
im so effing hungover

ahhhh

last night was my dads memorial benefit concert ( Read more... )

blaaahhh ( Read more... )

i feel like the world is slowly ending one day and one thing at a time
first sean
then my dad
then this shit with shanelle's mom

this doesnt happen to us
these things are only suppose to happen in movies
my life went from 0 to 100 in the blink of an eye
and all we can do is hang on

it hasent gotten any easyer yet ( Read more... )

i miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much
it physically hurts
the sadness feels endless
my heart feels like its filled with cement
words dont do the feeling justice

Hannah Martin ( Read more... )

Hannah Martin ( Read more... )

when am i going to find someone that i fall absolutely head over heals for?

because thats what i want

and i want it right now!

i spent the night at andrews house on friday, and we listened to tracy chapman
saturday jessica and i painted, and walked on the train tracks and walked to the beach
today we painted
and she left