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[china_star]

I'm still sad and still don't know what to do about it. I've discovered that theatre and dance just aren't as fun or enjoyable as they use to be. I think it's because I can't do any of it....I'm just not good enough. I want to be successful, but I really don't think I have what it takes

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[singerofsong4u]

I'm so sorry china..I'm nt really sure what to say......I just hope something happens good for you......

Always,
Stephen

What am I ever going to do with you?

[maknuhh]

hmm well heres my thought on that. I assume all of your closest friends probably do lots of drugs and alcohol (from all of the stories you have told me) and its probably hard for people who are only living to get messed up every day to have to time to care about other people's problems or care about other people. So...find some good friends who are creative and do other things besides the whole typical college "lets get wasted all the time" thing, so you will have something else to do besides drink and feel sorry for yourself. Cause I dont feel sorry for you because you are very capable, wonderful person and you can chose to live your life however you want to. So stop being an alcoholic dammit. GEEZE, you dont know how much I have just wanted you to be happy for the past 5 years I have known you. If you ever get things figured out and finally enjoy living life, I will be the happiest girl ever. AAAHHH!!!! Such a silly mother I have. I love you ChinaMomma. :) -M'Kenna