Thoughts...Change...

[chinampa333]

So, I've been thinking alot lately about myself and realized just how much I've changed these past couple of months. Recently I've been dealing with my problems in all the wrong ways and it needs to stop. I've done so many things that I shouldn't have and I am appalled with myself about them. I think the worst part is that I've made promises and

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[allyie]

As for harmful solutions to problems, you know my past, so you know how I feel about things.
I don't necessarily know what you are doing as for solutions but I do know that no matter what, look into your heart and think "do i truly want to do that?" and then decide.
I've learned that.
These past few months have been extremely hard and I've looked into my heart whenever I've had those "bad moments" of mine and realized the things I wanted to do were not the solution.

Writing is how I figure things out as well. I make tons of lists, Mostly about myself.

I think every girl wants a family.
no matter how many times I say I dont want kids or a husband, inside I still feel like I do.
Because I was raised to think that.
I know it's probably better for me not to do those things but I was raised to be that "Straight WASP" and it's just something you have to figure out about yourself.

Love and Miss you.
love you no matter who you are right now.

[chinampa333]

Aww, thanks for your advice! That made me feel loved. =)

I hope you sort everything out that you are going through. =) I am confident you will. I am always hear for you!

Love and miss you too!!! <3<3<3

[skankmuffin13]

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