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[chinesehicken]

Today I was sitting in class, fuming over a grade on the paper I had just gotten back when I decided I'm here for all the wrong reasons. I don't want to learn, well I do, but I don't let myself. I'm too worried about showing up everyone and getting the better grade than I am about the actual learning. Appearances are everything, and retaining

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[throatsore]

there was that very short story you posted on here. other stories you've written. maybe you haven't completed a novel but....

i think i've felt similiar things about classes and writing. i think making decisions is hard. i also read your more recent journal entry about love and time apart... i hope you figure it out, hope it doesn't hurt too much, hope you're doing okay.