[SJ] give up forever to keep you, R, Qmi

[meiface]

give up forever to keep you
Super Junior (M), Zhou Mi/Kyuhyun, Zhou Mi/OMC, R, 4195 words
Taiwan gives Zhou Mi a freedom he didn't have before. Taiwan changes the way Kyuhyun looks at him.

Contains: implications of homophobia, angst, happy ending

Comments

[meiface]

They make me so tired lately, Anna. :( The good news being the two shows that aired recently are supposedly fun and light-hearted and full of happy moments (read: Qmi).

Ngl, I was tempted to end this before we got to the happy ending, but I was tired of feeling sad. Forcing myself to be optimistic! Though you should still write, because I love your writing so much. ;__; ♥♥

We don't need to buy him really hot Taiwanese boys - he can get them all on his own!

[acornmama]

I love this. This pairing is fairly new to me, and every time I read something about them, I fall more and more in love with them. Thank you for putting this up, so I can read it and fall more in love again.

[meiface]

I love Qmi so much. ♥ I hope your journey with them goes well! There is so, so much it is impossible to find and categorize it all, haha.

Thank you for reading too. :)

[acornmama]

Really? I am looking but it is a little hard to find. Which is okay for right now. Soon I will go looking for more.

[meiface]

Ficwise or picwise? There are seven gazillion photos of them together because they are always together, and touching. A good place to start might be, um, this half-finished qmi primer, which has some fic recs too. Or tumblr!

[onespringday]

mimimimimi!

i love this man so much. their slow recapturing of each other made me wibble.

thank you for this! :D

[meiface]

I love him too. ;___; Thank you for reading!

[transitorial]

*tiny, squeaky noise of glee* QMi. ♥

[meiface]

They are everything beautiful~ ;A; So long as Mimi is happy. ♥

[lark]

I love things that deal with homosexuality in any sort of realistic way, so just for that, thank you.

I think this is one of my favorite pieces from you so far. I read this earlier today and my mind just keeps coming back to it; you unpack the emotions well, and really express what the characters are going through, even the OMC (who I loved, by the way). Some of your descriptions and lines are really beautiful/powerful/both. This one in particular stuck out: He continues to lay on the bed, unmoving but for the rise and fall of his chest, still naked and filthy and boneless. - Because it's such a complicated image and it expresses all the facets at once, somehow.

I sort of couldn't believe you managed to pull out a happy ending, but it was unexpected (even though you'd told us at the beginning) and didn't feel forced at all. Really, this is so good.

[meiface]

oh god you quoted my grammar mistake, ugh, why do I always do this with 'lay' and 'lie'. /fixes quietly

That aside, I ended up writing this fic to process a lot of the thoughts and feelings running through my head recently with regards to Zhou Mi and his sexuality, I guess. Overspeculation on my part, I suspect, but having an outlet still helped. Really, I just want him to be happy and loved. I just want the world, and SJM, and Kyuhyun, to be good to him and make him happy and make him feel loved. MY STANDARDS ARE NOT THAT HIGH, ARE THEY?

Thank you so much for your comment though. ;_; I'm really glad this piece struck a chord with you.

[lark]

oh jfc how did I not notice that either, I'm so embarrassed /hides

I don't know if it's overspeculation-this fic seems one way it really might play out, so. Zhou Mi deserves all the love ;_;!

You're welcome, although next time I will be more careful with what I read/quote orz