"I could use a few moments of oblivion"

[chinkieqban]

I've grown so tired of always wanting and wishing for things to happen.

Everyone's getting what they want so effortlessly, it seems. I get so annoyed at myself for purposefully putting myself out there for those things to happen and coming out empty-handed. Why am I the one nothing pans out for?

I know why.

I need to stop being scared of myself

Comments

[nynorskboi]

What is it that you want, though?

[chinkieqban]

for starters:

> a job
> a mate
> new friends
> a major I like

[nynorskboi]

We should hang out then. That would at least take care of the new friends bit.

A mate, a job . . . can't help as much there . . . though the major I can maybe offer some advice on at least.

[chinkieqban]

Oh yes, we must 8)

Whenever you stop jet-setting across the world, that it!