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[chinosgrrl]

i literally haven't been able to cry in a very long time. i can't tell you the last time i cried...until now. i was sleeping and woke up to a text from my friend Brian about going to the cemetery to visit Frank's grave tomorrow. we had plans to go, i thought they were during the week "sometime" but apparently it was set for tomorrow and i made a dr

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[amourkty]

*hugs*

It doesn't take long to fall for someone...its the getting back up and moving on that can be a bitch...you lose a part of yourself each time...soon you wonder if there are any pieces left...sometimes it helps when you can still be friends with that person...so it doesnt feel so much like a waste...but if they don't respond...care..then...it just feels like another loss to bare...

Jersey is a good place :) They say only the strong survive here...to say you miss it here..only proves just how strong you are ;) we'd be glad to have you back!

[chinosgrrl]

yeah i wish i could have the mentality to think "screw it, he's obviously not worth it and doesn't care so i shouldn't care" and sometimes i do think that, but those thoughts are fleeting unfortunately because i don't understand why...

[biomechanic]

i miss you too lauren.....it's been a long time. would love to get together and watch some forensic files!! or something...brauhaus!!! still have to do this with you and ilyssa

[amourkty]

me too in some ways...it sucks all around *hugs*

I can't help but hear the words from Fearless in my head as of late...
"I am not alone, I am not afraid, I am not unhappy.
These are the words I say to myself everyday.
I am not alone, I am not afraid, I am not unhappy.
Tell me what ritual I should have today.
But I'm not alone. I've resolved so many things and set myself free."