God a lotta fucked up shit happened last night. I'm not chilling with people anymore, heh, yeah, that suuuuucked. Dammit, you people ask me why I'm a lesbian?

/kilfie\
guys just aint my flava, hes oh so flavaful

I got drunk as fuck last night. /: Why do I always black out when I drink? >.< I'm a secret, sometimes that hurts, but fuck it, it doesnt matter especially. My stomach is rock hard now, lol, its f'n awesome.

/kilfie\
i dont fuck around with no niggas but you baby, come live with me, ill treat you good

Well, the past couple weeks have been interesting enough. The mexican guy I work with quit, so I may be getting promoted. My pipe broke, so I'm not buying 2 ounces every payday anymore. Truthfully, I think I'm just taking a break for a while. I got prescribed to a new medication (I stopped taking Lexapro almost immediately). It's called Symbyax, it ( Read more... )

I've decided to put an end to my slight binge on pills & beer. Kinda funny how it only took me a couple weeks to see how self destructive I was becoming with it. Neh, it's no biggie, I just don't like feeling dependent on anything, or anyone for that matter. Apparently I've had a couple mystery men showing up around the workforce, looking for me ( Read more... )

Hollowed voices haunting me ( Read more... )

i got drunker than fuck last night... again. this tuesdays payday, i plan on getting a hot bit of pills. god i love the summer. im toning my stomach up, its actually looking pretty pimp. nayah, but anyways, im doing good.. im going crazy. and if i dont get some ass in the weeks to come, im shooting, you, okay?

/kilfie\
what do you MEAN you think I

nayah, i'm horny as fuck. i got drunk last night, and ridiculously high. I didnt talk to anyonne or anything; its strange, but I've only had sex with one person in a hot minute. lol, ive realized that damn near anywhere i go in charlotte i can count places ive gotten laid at. pretty much with the same person. grrrrr, shits pretty mixed up right now ( Read more... )

"well i'd hope that since we're here anyway, we can end up saying, things that we always needed to say, so we can end up staying ( Read more... )

( Filthy, Kilfie, y'know it )

I'll have my diploma in a year if things go as planned. which they fucking will. I'll be in germany in 2 years. I'm not interested in guys whatsoever (and yeah that means dont fucking call me dumbass). This isn't some "decision" ive made, its just something thats become even more clearer with time. Works going well, I'm going to start working at ( Read more... )