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stop it. i am so sick of hearing your bullshit, your lies.
"i care about everybody but nobody loves me" aha CRAP. i could break a leg, DIE and you would care.
you. who have never failed to make me feel like shit, make me feel usless. i dont want to hear how people protect you anymore. heres the deal. YOU FUCKED UP. not only that but you are also extremly messed up. i dont have the EMOTIONS left in me to feel bad for you or pity anymore. take responsibility! get off your ass and DO SOMETHING! understand that its not always! about you. you can no longer afford that. you can no longer afford depression, ect. dont me give me the "I am scared about my future" bullshit. its called life. and here is the deal. FUCKING GO GET A LIFE. Do something! freaking find a job that you will be able to fall back on! your parents arnt always going to be there. you are not always going to be rich.and dont give me any "You so luckier then i am" speech. no. i;m not. I thought for a while you where. but no. i know better. I worked HARD to be where i am. mentally. and even if ia m little messed up, wierd, overweight, i will make it. i followed my mind when i wanted to follow my heart, i worked. so dont tell me, i dont understand beacuse i do. i undersetand that you are too narrow minded, self absorbed, to understand your situation. and if i have to, i swear to god i will not hold back. I refuse to be the next person in line treating you like your made out of cotton. NO. why? beacuse its not about you anymore. its stopped being a long time ago.
egh. nothing feels better then an angry rant. nothing. if you dont want to be mad dont read it. not that its about you anyways... but you know. sometimes people misread and stuff.
OH. and thank you Mr. Smith for the gun movie! fuck. as if i needed more visual nightmares.
egh! jajaja. i havtn started IA. lack of interest.
LOVES AND HUGS GUYS