Comments | chirichan17: These Little Earthquakes

chirichan17

These Little Earthquakes

May 27, 2005 20:21

I find it amazing that I can hold down my meal. Carl's Jr., the bane of my culinary existence, mixed with the acid-churning ire of my life ( Read more... )

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urchin_caliban May 28 2005, 15:56:06 UTC

There are some nice fields and forests even here in Simi.

you and me luvly May 28 2005, 16:23:52 UTC

i love you and miss you so. Your words feel so close to my heart, yet i feel so far away from you. we are going through similar struggles and if i can help at all, i will tell you that you have the human right to do what it is that you want to do. i recently had an experience i had never had before, i failed. i was rejected and was not accepted into the acting program at little cal state fullerton. and you know what i had to do, i had to think about what I wanted to do next. what it is that would make me happy regardless of what my father, mother, boyfriend, or brothers wanted me to do. so if it all works out, i will be attending cal lutheran in the fall and after i get my BA i will attend PCPA and then go on to get my masters at some other wonderful school. and you know why i am gonna do that, because i said so, and because it is what i want to do. when you start really thinking about what you want, it is scary, but perhaps it will make that other world you seem to belong in, not so far off from this world you are living in ( ... )

Re: you and me chirichan17 May 29 2005, 02:54:31 UTC

I love you, too. I'm sorry to hear that the people at Fullerton have been total jackasses to you. It amazes me that they don't see how truly amazing you are. But you're right. The only source of happiness stems from doing what you feel is right. Living for other people never works. Trust me, I'm the queen of vicarious living. At any rate, thanks for the encouragement. Maybe the world of really living is not far off. I miss you so much.