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[chirichan17]

Well, this week was fairly productive. I managed to stay on top of everything that needs to be done for drama and have managed to get the board working efficiently. I still have shit-loads left to do and the year's barely begun.

My classes are okay. I don't really like any of them other than choir and Physics, oddly enough. English is okay,

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shmarg!

[ice_giraffe]

Dawn-Marie I love you. And believe it or not, anything that Royal does seems to pull through and be good. Maybe the Hillbillies play will actually be very funny because you will be, practically making fun of Simi. You don't have to pretned to be happy, I know it seems that way but you really don't. So how the fuck cares if you are sad, depressed? Of course you are, you're alive. So don't think you have to keep a smile on, unless you get joy in fooling people hat yuo're happy. That's what I would do sometimes. Remember still? I think you spend too much time there. Look at the sky Dawn-Marie, tell me what you see. Look at the ground and look at those tiny little bugs, what do you feel? Don't think for too long on one thing. Those bugs, there so small, insignificant, just like you feel sometimes when you realize how big the sky is. But what do that really mean? You're here. And you should be happy for that, even if you're just following an ant trail. I hope some of this makes sense to you. I think it will. But hey, I'll come to choir one

Response to Shmarg!

[chirichan17]

Thank you for your encouragement and wisdom. I appreciate it. Besides, you're right. Who cares if I'm sad? It's not like anyone's bending over backwards to talk to me when I'm happy, so what's the diff? Still, I should be thankful and I am, sometimes. We humans get bogged down in our silly little worlds so deeply that the sky surprises us sometimes. And there is comfort in knowing how truly small you are in the grand scheme of things. It's a spiritual baptism into the cycle of life that is unending and ongoing. I am truly thankful to have you as my friend, Amanda, and I hope to see you barge into 1st period Chambers with a loud and hearty, "Blahblahblah!" It would make me happy, at least. I love you much, and I'll bear in mind what you said. Thanks for listening to me in my dark hours.